12-31-2008, 04:45 PM
Before i begin this topic i would like you all to know i prevented my mom from leaving today. For that reason this is why i am bringing up this subject/Topic, So please if you can don't post how stupidly horible your life is. Yeah i remember those who did before. No i don't intend to kill myself either. Wanted to clear that up before any war broke out.
Damn.....
Anyway. Let me get back on topic. I am a person that doesn't really care at all unless it is something i can handle. If its issues that's normally your problem. But something happened two days ago that makes me ponder "Why?" Down here in the south, there are more family's divorced than anything else. But my family should be different. Well that's what i was told. Well my mom has raised me all good and well. She raised me to be better than what most ass holes turn out to be. Well she cant help with her own advise. "Ryan Never get angry at people. Though you can be just don't inflict hopelessness on yourself."
Oh man i forgot to explain. Sorry.
Okay. It was Monday. The day started off normal. Mother angry at Chris and dad. Because they are "Quote "Lazy bastards" I thought it was an average day. But then in the middle of it something happened. I don't know who started it. But my Mom and Chris and my Dad where having one of those "Argument/fights." After of two hours sitting on the porch freezing my ass off. I came back in to see my mom staying calm as ever. So i thought nothing happened. But then about 1:20 am i over heard a conversation between her and my grandma. She told my grandma in exact words
"I told Beth (My sis) that i was going to go on a walk and never come back" When i heard this i wanted to punch the table and walk away but i just sat there and listened. Well at 2:00 am i came out of my room and saw my mom finishing her booze (Even when drunk she remembers everything) i asked her this.
"Is there anything i can say that can change your mind?" She looked at me puzzling. (Go figure)
"About what sweetie?"
"About you leaving..." When i said this she explained that it wouldn't be normal if she stayed and i said this.
"So what? I have been through the same changes and I don't think you have any clue how this will effect me if you leave. Mom You told me once to not let emotions over rule my body. I don't even know what the meaning of emotion is. But if you leave i think i will know what it means."
I explained to her that everything in life happens. If you want to keep what you say a fact start doing what you say. Well i didn't think it worked. But when i woke up she was still there. All day.
Have any of you ever have this happened to you? Its a painful thing to hear but an easy thing to fix.
"I thank you god for giving me this this that allows me to help people"
Damn.....
Anyway. Let me get back on topic. I am a person that doesn't really care at all unless it is something i can handle. If its issues that's normally your problem. But something happened two days ago that makes me ponder "Why?" Down here in the south, there are more family's divorced than anything else. But my family should be different. Well that's what i was told. Well my mom has raised me all good and well. She raised me to be better than what most ass holes turn out to be. Well she cant help with her own advise. "Ryan Never get angry at people. Though you can be just don't inflict hopelessness on yourself."
Oh man i forgot to explain. Sorry.
Okay. It was Monday. The day started off normal. Mother angry at Chris and dad. Because they are "Quote "Lazy bastards" I thought it was an average day. But then in the middle of it something happened. I don't know who started it. But my Mom and Chris and my Dad where having one of those "Argument/fights." After of two hours sitting on the porch freezing my ass off. I came back in to see my mom staying calm as ever. So i thought nothing happened. But then about 1:20 am i over heard a conversation between her and my grandma. She told my grandma in exact words
"I told Beth (My sis) that i was going to go on a walk and never come back" When i heard this i wanted to punch the table and walk away but i just sat there and listened. Well at 2:00 am i came out of my room and saw my mom finishing her booze (Even when drunk she remembers everything) i asked her this.
"Is there anything i can say that can change your mind?" She looked at me puzzling. (Go figure)
"About what sweetie?"
"About you leaving..." When i said this she explained that it wouldn't be normal if she stayed and i said this.
"So what? I have been through the same changes and I don't think you have any clue how this will effect me if you leave. Mom You told me once to not let emotions over rule my body. I don't even know what the meaning of emotion is. But if you leave i think i will know what it means."
I explained to her that everything in life happens. If you want to keep what you say a fact start doing what you say. Well i didn't think it worked. But when i woke up she was still there. All day.
Have any of you ever have this happened to you? Its a painful thing to hear but an easy thing to fix.
"I thank you god for giving me this this that allows me to help people"