05-09-2007, 09:29 AM
First things first. I'm saying hello for the first time as the real me. Hello, My name is Ray Allen. I want to apologize for everything We (Me, Chris "Jake" and Mark) did. The Lies, the heartaches- all of it.
I can't think of anything to post right now, especially after what we've made a lot of you go through... except maybe a few more apologies.
I'm not expecting all of you to forgive me so easily, and I'm not expecting several of you to forgive me at all. What I did was terrible and there's no way I can make it right. The least I could do was to tell the truth, starting with Mark and Chris themselves.
We had a fight of course, and left me to take care of the damage. I can't help but shed a few tears for the ones they- WE'VE hurt. I was there when Mark told Dragon Master X Gunter was dying and would never reach the next year.
I was there when Chris toyed with Wolfey using religion and a sickness that never existed.
I was there they when Gunter disappeared, in fact, they made me post it, and I feel terrible about it.
I hope to make amends with all of you before I take my leave on this dreadful country (AKA Philippines) with a new friend of mine. I can't leave you all hanging- after all I've done to you... after how nice you've treated me... How nice you've treated the one who never Existed, Gunter Victor Alexandru Valeriu.
I'm sorry for the randomness and the kind words he spouted that were full of lies and malice. I'm sorry for the way My friends (who are my friends no longer, I assure you) toyed with your emotions, all you wonderful people. I'm sorry for lying to all of you.
I'm apologize to the SDP for this... you were a nice tight-knit group... I don't know what to say to you...
On top of that, I'm sorry I never tried to stop this a long time ago.
I only hope that you will eventually forget all this... and we can start again. But this time, it's for real.
My name is Ray Allen, and I am a victim just like you. I was used and treated like one of their Aliases- Blitz- Vel- and Ryan-
I hope you find it in your hearts to believe me... this one last time.
I can't think of anything to post right now, especially after what we've made a lot of you go through... except maybe a few more apologies.
I'm not expecting all of you to forgive me so easily, and I'm not expecting several of you to forgive me at all. What I did was terrible and there's no way I can make it right. The least I could do was to tell the truth, starting with Mark and Chris themselves.
We had a fight of course, and left me to take care of the damage. I can't help but shed a few tears for the ones they- WE'VE hurt. I was there when Mark told Dragon Master X Gunter was dying and would never reach the next year.
I was there when Chris toyed with Wolfey using religion and a sickness that never existed.
I was there they when Gunter disappeared, in fact, they made me post it, and I feel terrible about it.
I hope to make amends with all of you before I take my leave on this dreadful country (AKA Philippines) with a new friend of mine. I can't leave you all hanging- after all I've done to you... after how nice you've treated me... How nice you've treated the one who never Existed, Gunter Victor Alexandru Valeriu.
I'm sorry for the randomness and the kind words he spouted that were full of lies and malice. I'm sorry for the way My friends (who are my friends no longer, I assure you) toyed with your emotions, all you wonderful people. I'm sorry for lying to all of you.
I'm apologize to the SDP for this... you were a nice tight-knit group... I don't know what to say to you...
On top of that, I'm sorry I never tried to stop this a long time ago.
I only hope that you will eventually forget all this... and we can start again. But this time, it's for real.
My name is Ray Allen, and I am a victim just like you. I was used and treated like one of their Aliases- Blitz- Vel- and Ryan-
I hope you find it in your hearts to believe me... this one last time.