3000....nothing special.....LonelyGabu

[blueeyedgabulvo0o]

To those that do and don't, time will ebb and fall, to those that persevere, time will writhe and die.....

(one of my old poetry lines)

Well, you accomplished to make me smirk Zephyr, if you want to talk to me about anything or want to know whats going on in my life, your more then welcomed to PM me or email me....if its not asking too much....

As for Da Wolfe:

my brother's favorite quote:

"Stupidity hurts my head...."

They will never seem to realize that their actions of self gratification through the plights and pains of others just to boost there own ego and feel better about themselves will never cease. Wherever there was a nerd, there will be a bully, wherever a hero a villian, and so forth. My life has been hazarded by those that have been criminal in there intent to destroy my very life essence. Apparently I am that easy to "Fuck with" and I become this huge target that could be seen eons away. It makes me feel saddened by the fact that their ignorance and the surrounding area play a key role in how they act. Their principals and virtues and the way they perceive reality has been manipulated and twisted beyond all comprehension. The reason that the abhor me is because I am what they dont want me to be. I guess being educated and kind makes you hated and giving back to the community is a hinderance on their way of life and must be punished for it. Is it me, or all those aforementioned items about my character should be praised and applauded but apparently I reside in the one demension where you will be oppressed mentally, and scar both body and mind into red ink blood submission. I will survive, like I always have, through it all I have to stand up and continued to walk, crawl and pull my body towards my path. I didnt have many friends, not those friends that borrow money and leave or as soon as you do something embarrasing they think you no longer exist, or how about those friends that really never cared and faked a friendship like a fake orgasm, my curse is that people used to trample me and use their hoofs and stick it to me. All I wanted was someone that I can converse with, someone that don't mind seeing a "man" cry and wouldn't mind wrapping their arms around me to console me but rather I found arms that constricted around me and tried to stab my back like I was Ceasar. I had done nothing wrong except be what I am and that is sincere, sometimes brutally honest, generous, and all adjectives that describe how kind a person can be. Why did I get stuck here, its like I m lost in translation? Everything seems so ridiculously contrary to way things are, its not laughable. What makes me so evil that I ve been prosecuted in front of a society that looks at me with daggers for eyes? Have I done something wrong to deserve this? What have I done for you to attempt to kill my very being? Is it because I have saved your lives? Its a travesty to see someone that works so diligently to help others selflessly and stand before a mob that wants you dead. Apparently, being me is some kind of sin. I am a hero to many and to others I am condemned to a sentence of abuse and tortured to death. This is the bane that is my life.... Why? Why do they hate me?.... (sorry about the rant...) .....