04-19-2006, 05:50 AM
By now you must have realized I wasn't kidding. I meant every word I said. I know that I overreacted because of several pent up feelings. I've simply decided to treat Unknown the way he always treat me: a person to chat with and keep me company now and then. Is that a friend? Some may think so, but I don't. For me, friendship is about commitment and intimacy.
Quote:Okay, I'm sorry for being listed first. Can we just say that the list was in a random order, or maybe the first two names were alphabetical, and call this thing off? Unknown mentioned his friends to be nice; the order shouldn't matter. Guys who win awards thank their spouses and families last, but that doesn't mean they're the least liked.Why are you apologizing? It's not speculation nor suspicion, he had told me directly: Unknown likes you better than me. How would you feel if you had a girlfriend and she told you she'd do stuff for a lady friend that wouldn't do for you? This is more than what my pride can take. It's easy to see though, not only he keeps kissing your butt, but he jumps to defend you whenever somebody bothers you, like that 'guest'. While back when I quarreled with everybody for that admin stuff, he sided with some bastard that even called me 'attention whore' and, borrowing a phrase from Gunter, left me alone for the wolves to feed on me. And I'm so stupid that I always defend him....like in the Intro thread...sigh...
Quote:*Sits down beside Zephyr and curls up beside her, giving unknownh the same deadly glare*Thank you for your support, Dark.