03-13-2006, 09:43 AM
Well, I'm just not feeling really great today.
I'm very nervous because I have to go my Doctor's tomorrow for a check up. 6 months ago I went in and found out I was at high risk for heart disease and that I needed to lose weight, so I dropped 50 lbs. When I got a check up 3 months ago he said my blood pressure was fine, but now I have to get my bloodwork checked up. So I go tomorrow to find that out...I'm pretty nervous because I've been having chest pains lately...my mom thinks its stress but I don't know; I hope it's just stress.
And then there is school...I was going to get an Engineering degree and then I decided I'm not enjoying it much, and the math is killing me so I'm going to be jumping into the medical field instead...I'm just nervous that the wait to join the program will be too long to wait for. I'm nervous that things aren't going to work out right.
I guess its all just a little unsettling, I'm worried about this school stuff but for all I know this Doctor thing could go badly...probably not but its all so overbearing.
I'm very nervous because I have to go my Doctor's tomorrow for a check up. 6 months ago I went in and found out I was at high risk for heart disease and that I needed to lose weight, so I dropped 50 lbs. When I got a check up 3 months ago he said my blood pressure was fine, but now I have to get my bloodwork checked up. So I go tomorrow to find that out...I'm pretty nervous because I've been having chest pains lately...my mom thinks its stress but I don't know; I hope it's just stress.
And then there is school...I was going to get an Engineering degree and then I decided I'm not enjoying it much, and the math is killing me so I'm going to be jumping into the medical field instead...I'm just nervous that the wait to join the program will be too long to wait for. I'm nervous that things aren't going to work out right.
I guess its all just a little unsettling, I'm worried about this school stuff but for all I know this Doctor thing could go badly...probably not but its all so overbearing.