05-29-2011, 04:11 PM
The following is a true rant, only some names have been omitted to protect the guilty.
This isn't necessarily directed at anybody, but if you feel that twinge of regret in your conscience when you read what I have to say, then you BETTER listen.
I have a friend, as many of you do. You may know him as Psycho Backlasher. I know him as Ray.
Today he broke down and blew up at me because of people treating him like a whore. Using him, ignoring his wants and needs for their own. I've known him for years, through this very website. I've seen pictures of himself and his family, I've talked to him over the phone. He's literally, on several occasions, pulled the gun out of my mouth and shown me the reasons to keep going. He's like a brother to me, and it makes me sick with anger at how people would just use him like a condom. Some people think all he is is an endless machine for furry yiff bullcrap. I know you should trust people as far as you can throw them if you meet them on the internet, and that's why he's one of only a small circle of people I call my friends. I ended up being HIS shoulder to cry on tonight, and I've had enough of it. He may not stand up to the pressure, but I sure as shit will.
Things recently got tough for him. Tough in a way I understand all too well. I did the only thing I could. I sent $140 dollars(roughly 80 British Pounds) to his boyfriend, to purchase a laptop for his birthday, to help ease his burden. Others joined in on the effort as well, and to those who did, we applaud your generosity. It arrived two months late, but it got there, and it made his life just a little more better. To the people who mindlessly fuck him, what have YOU done to help? You've made him hate the one thing he USED to love.
He held me together long enough for me to find the woman who completes me. Nothing I can ever do will feel like enough thanks. And some of you may read this and mock me. I don't give a rat's furry little ass. Some of you may stop talking to Ray altogether. Good riddance. It's not that difficult. We all know how friends work. It's give and take, not take and take and take until he yells at you and you get offended.
I may not have the sexual preferences to give him an RP that he would enjoy, but god damnit, I'm there for him when no one else can be. Some of you should be, as well. I don't blame his boyfriend for any of this. Hell, He's a close friend, too, and he agrees that Ray should stand up to the bullshit.
I'm not asking you to do a damn thing. But I'm TELLING you, that if that's how you treat someone you consider a friend, well, then that's the reason why Furries are despised. And as a furry, I despise you as well.
I'm sick and tired of working my ass off, to come home and try and spend time with friends, only to hear him complain about some mary sue fuckhead who's only interest is in some one-dimensional character he threw together for a onetime fling, and the other player got too attached. I have an RP going on with him, that's been going for FOUR YEARS. And earlier today, when I tried to get it working again, he ended up chewing me out about how some of YOU don't seem to get the fact that he's a human fucking being, and that he wants to do what he wants from time to time.
If he's busy, don't fuck with him. If he doesn't want to fuck, go watch some porn or something. If he does, be DAMN sure to thank him afterwards and DON'T treat him like a whore.
any and all responses along the lines of "LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE!!" will be deleted. I ain't playing with assholes anymore.
This isn't necessarily directed at anybody, but if you feel that twinge of regret in your conscience when you read what I have to say, then you BETTER listen.
I have a friend, as many of you do. You may know him as Psycho Backlasher. I know him as Ray.
Today he broke down and blew up at me because of people treating him like a whore. Using him, ignoring his wants and needs for their own. I've known him for years, through this very website. I've seen pictures of himself and his family, I've talked to him over the phone. He's literally, on several occasions, pulled the gun out of my mouth and shown me the reasons to keep going. He's like a brother to me, and it makes me sick with anger at how people would just use him like a condom. Some people think all he is is an endless machine for furry yiff bullcrap. I know you should trust people as far as you can throw them if you meet them on the internet, and that's why he's one of only a small circle of people I call my friends. I ended up being HIS shoulder to cry on tonight, and I've had enough of it. He may not stand up to the pressure, but I sure as shit will.
Things recently got tough for him. Tough in a way I understand all too well. I did the only thing I could. I sent $140 dollars(roughly 80 British Pounds) to his boyfriend, to purchase a laptop for his birthday, to help ease his burden. Others joined in on the effort as well, and to those who did, we applaud your generosity. It arrived two months late, but it got there, and it made his life just a little more better. To the people who mindlessly fuck him, what have YOU done to help? You've made him hate the one thing he USED to love.
He held me together long enough for me to find the woman who completes me. Nothing I can ever do will feel like enough thanks. And some of you may read this and mock me. I don't give a rat's furry little ass. Some of you may stop talking to Ray altogether. Good riddance. It's not that difficult. We all know how friends work. It's give and take, not take and take and take until he yells at you and you get offended.
I may not have the sexual preferences to give him an RP that he would enjoy, but god damnit, I'm there for him when no one else can be. Some of you should be, as well. I don't blame his boyfriend for any of this. Hell, He's a close friend, too, and he agrees that Ray should stand up to the bullshit.
I'm not asking you to do a damn thing. But I'm TELLING you, that if that's how you treat someone you consider a friend, well, then that's the reason why Furries are despised. And as a furry, I despise you as well.
I'm sick and tired of working my ass off, to come home and try and spend time with friends, only to hear him complain about some mary sue fuckhead who's only interest is in some one-dimensional character he threw together for a onetime fling, and the other player got too attached. I have an RP going on with him, that's been going for FOUR YEARS. And earlier today, when I tried to get it working again, he ended up chewing me out about how some of YOU don't seem to get the fact that he's a human fucking being, and that he wants to do what he wants from time to time.
If he's busy, don't fuck with him. If he doesn't want to fuck, go watch some porn or something. If he does, be DAMN sure to thank him afterwards and DON'T treat him like a whore.
any and all responses along the lines of "LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE!!" will be deleted. I ain't playing with assholes anymore.
The last mutt standing.
The one and only, Cowboy from Hell.
******
Bury me with my guns on,
So when I reach the other side,
I can show him what it feels like to die.
I can show him what it feels like to die.
Bury me with my guns on,
So when I'm cast out of the skies,
I can shoot the Devil right between the eyes.
