07-24-2006, 05:01 PM
Yeah dissapointment has been the only constant in my life so I've gotten used to it. Deaths, losing close friends, losing all hope of ever playing any sport. I wanted to become a firefighter or cop since that's what most of the guys in my family did but the leg thing kinda destroyed that dream, then thought of being a doctor but unfortunately I can't due to medical problems from when I was younger, can't really do anything that I wanted to do when I was little. How do I keep going? I keep telling myself: "It can't get any worse." And then someone finds a way to make it alot worse. That's probably why I'm not into religion, spent my entire childhood till I was 7 being a perfect little saint and then my life goes straight to hell and hasn't returned.
"Stand tall and shake the heavens!" - Xenogears.
