07-24-2006, 12:52 PM
Where We Are Now
I don't know how we got
from there to here
We can barely talk to each
other without getting angry
I blame you and you blame
me and we both know
who messed up
We both know the truth and
how you can never take it back
or make it better
But, I hate it when one minute
you're fine with me and the
next
You act like an ass towards me
How did we once love each other
so much and how did you once
worship me
But now, we hate each other beyond
what words can say
We yell and fight all of the time
We can't even be friends and I
don't know what to do about it
I could just tell you to fuck yourself
and to never speak to me again
But could I really be that cruel?
Why should I even care?
This morning I talked to you on
the phone because you called me
I could have disconnected the phone
and gone undisturbed back to sleep
But instead of doing that
I picked up the phone and talked to
you as tired as I was
It was all for nothing because
you took your shitty little attitude out
on me
And I had to put up with it and
get pissed off too early in the morning
You're acting all depressed and saying
you can't deal with it
Can't take life and that you may kill
yourself
You talk about how you don't want pity
or to hear a lecture
I'm almost sorry that I ever cared about
you because you piss me off
And one of these days, you'll piss
me off enough to smack the shit out
of you
I couldn't help but feel a little sorrow
because I wondered how we got from
there to here
How we got from love to hate
How we got from lovers to enemies
I'm sad because it had to be this way
But I will not cry because it was meant
to happen
If I would have known it would end this
way
I wouldn't have tried and I would have had
nothing to do with you
I can only hope that things work out with you
Because just as much as I can hate, I
can love and forgive
But, you've gone too far this time and we
can't ever be as close as we used to be again
After I thought about all of this
I went to sleep accepting that this is just
how life is and that I'll deal with this
with time
And I went to sleep smiling as I remembered
all the fun we had
And I went to sleep sad as I thought of
what a shame it was
I know that you may not survive your life
Because you may end up taking it
But, I only wish that you weren't so pathetic
and weak
Maybe I could go to sleep easier if I knew
for sure you'd make it
But I can't for now but maybe there is some
reassurance in knowing that I tried as hard
as I could and did all I could
I just wanna tell you that despite all of the
hate you have for me
I wish you the best of luck and I hope you
make it.
By Melissa Y. Vasquez
6/25/06
I don't know how we got
from there to here
We can barely talk to each
other without getting angry
I blame you and you blame
me and we both know
who messed up
We both know the truth and
how you can never take it back
or make it better
But, I hate it when one minute
you're fine with me and the
next
You act like an ass towards me
How did we once love each other
so much and how did you once
worship me
But now, we hate each other beyond
what words can say
We yell and fight all of the time
We can't even be friends and I
don't know what to do about it
I could just tell you to fuck yourself
and to never speak to me again
But could I really be that cruel?
Why should I even care?
This morning I talked to you on
the phone because you called me
I could have disconnected the phone
and gone undisturbed back to sleep
But instead of doing that
I picked up the phone and talked to
you as tired as I was
It was all for nothing because
you took your shitty little attitude out
on me
And I had to put up with it and
get pissed off too early in the morning
You're acting all depressed and saying
you can't deal with it
Can't take life and that you may kill
yourself
You talk about how you don't want pity
or to hear a lecture
I'm almost sorry that I ever cared about
you because you piss me off
And one of these days, you'll piss
me off enough to smack the shit out
of you
I couldn't help but feel a little sorrow
because I wondered how we got from
there to here
How we got from love to hate
How we got from lovers to enemies
I'm sad because it had to be this way
But I will not cry because it was meant
to happen
If I would have known it would end this
way
I wouldn't have tried and I would have had
nothing to do with you
I can only hope that things work out with you
Because just as much as I can hate, I
can love and forgive
But, you've gone too far this time and we
can't ever be as close as we used to be again
After I thought about all of this
I went to sleep accepting that this is just
how life is and that I'll deal with this
with time
And I went to sleep smiling as I remembered
all the fun we had
And I went to sleep sad as I thought of
what a shame it was
I know that you may not survive your life
Because you may end up taking it
But, I only wish that you weren't so pathetic
and weak
Maybe I could go to sleep easier if I knew
for sure you'd make it
But I can't for now but maybe there is some
reassurance in knowing that I tried as hard
as I could and did all I could
I just wanna tell you that despite all of the
hate you have for me
I wish you the best of luck and I hope you
make it.
By Melissa Y. Vasquez
6/25/06