Tomorrow, I dig my grave.

[blueeyedgabulvo0o]

Hmm.....I wanted to write something about what you needed was advice and I am sorry for not getting back and writing something that was deserving of a post.....Even though I talked to you I wanted to expand a little bit......First of all before you left I sang you a song I havent sang since I was a child....and...you know who was with me to help me write it........My own rendition.....back when I.......

This Little Light of Mine:
rendition by lonelygabu with help of a great friend...

This little light of mine, I'm going to let it shine.
This little light of mine, I'm going to let it shine.
This little light of mine, I'm going to let it shine.
Let it shine, Let it shine Let it shine.

Whenever you need a friend, I'll be right there...
Whenever you need a friend, I'll be right there...
Whenever you need a friend, I'll be right there...
I'll be right there, be right there, right beside you....

When the path is to dark to see, I will be your light...
When the path is to dark to see, I will be your light...
When the path is to dark to see, I will be your light...
I will be your light, I will be your light, inside you...

Tell me where you feel the pain, I will heal it for you.
Tell me where you feel the hurt, I will mend it for you.
Tell me where you feel the loss, I will lick it for you.
count on me, count on me, to heal all wounds....

Let our love set you free, and remember you'll always have me.
Let our love set you free, and remember you'll always have me.
Let our love set you free, and remember you'll always have me.
I'm always there, just call on me, I am your only friend....

This little light of ours, we're going to let it shine.
This little light of ours, we're going to let it shine.
This little light of ours, we're going to let it shine.
Let us shine, together as one, Let us shine.....

It was a time where all I had was this song and no one else besides one person to understand me.....and I thought that would be fitting for the mood.......

I also sang him two others...trying to help him out in my own way....One of was.....

an introduction of amazing grace followed by a self written song and the other was "Thats What Friends are For" my old graduation song...which I never got to sing.......

As for advice....I told him this....

my advice to you is simple.....you had lived through it all, and then some.....went beyond trials and trials and survived....Everytime....standing and walking. This moment is the same....Whatever happens....Stand up and walk...That is what you are about Gunter...The ability to stand.....and if you have to stand alone in the face of adversity, then when you come home you have friends, family and then me

I wish I could of wrote more......

Like this is only just a part of the journey, your life has not distinguished as of yet because you don't die.....Obstacles are mere hurdles that you have overcame.....Look at you and you should be in awe of what you have accomplished. Like any other moment you have walked through and made it out of, do nothing different....You were right all along, you have an amazing talent, perserverence. Gunter perserve for what is right, and do what you normally do so well...Survive.....Make them feel your sencerity....Move them with both actions and words....You have moved me to tears...to laughter...to smiles.....You are an amazing individual and you will be fine like you always are....You need not my inspiration...Everything you need you already have within you....Love you and good luck.......

Gunter, I love you and welcome home again......You are in my life and I thanks you much.......Love you with all my heart....lonelygabu