06-06-2006, 05:20 PM
rorancrystalwolf Wrote:Well thats one of the problems. I trust no one absolutely no one. I do see a counselor and she doesn't help much. Me and my mom need some work I know but if it has anything to do with my dad then I won't even try. I know that he loves me but he can go to hell for all I care. Anyway, I know it isn't healthy and stuff like that but it is becoming a habit. I do it almost everynight and I think nothing of it. I do know my limits with it how ever so don't worry. Contradictory to common myth it takes hours to die from a cut vein in your arm. At least I think so, I read about it in the " Practical Guide to Scuicide" book so I think that is what it said if I remember right. Well thanks for your support and now I just have to think of how to get my parents divorced....
Then learn to trust people. Begin by talking to your councelor; she's safe, and confidential. She can't help if you don't help yourself.
It shouldn't be a habbit. Break it before it becomes one.
Haven't you told your mother about your father's affair? She'll realise why you don't trust anyone.