06-05-2006, 11:29 AM
Hi everybody, I am here for the expected rant. Today sucked uber shit for me. My mom and dad asked about my arms and then they told me that they knew that it was all self inflicted which was a suprise that they cared for me. Anyway, they then accused me of trying to manipulate them. I did my best not to laugh at that. My dad said one of the smartest thing ever and I quote," Well 2 out of 3 times I have the feeling you resent me and you always talk to your mom instead of me". Well that was it! BINGO!!! I wanted to tell the fucker how much I hated him but my mom was on the edge of tears anyway. I do hate my dad and I am suprised he finally took the damn hint. Then I had to say something so I told them that I don't always talk to my mom she knows nothing about me mostly because I normally keep everything to myself. I told them straight up that I don't trust them and that preety much ended the conversation right there. My parents don't get why I cut and I don't really want to tell them. This whole episode has gone on way too long and they pissed me off by telling me how the asylum will drive me insane.... I am almost there already for pete's sake! Wow sorry to go on for so long, I don't do this a whole lot... I just have too much on my mind. Thank god they only saw my arms or I would be in the asylum already! Well thanks for listening I gues... bye everyone.
