05-01-2006, 10:42 AM
Well, I've just been having a hell of a week.
I've been put on Heart Medication just a few weeks ago, and now my Mom is giving me some Fish Oil pills to help with my heart, and I'm supposed to bust my ass excersicing and lifting weight on top of work and school.
I have no friends to hang out with outside of work and school, I see them at those respective places and thats it. Every night I'm home alone and its getting irritating that I have no one around here I can hang out with or call, so essentially I have no one to vent to besides this place, which is helpful, but not quite the same as having someone to confide in person to person.
On top of that I'm the best of the best at work and I'm beginning to resent the others for not being as good as me. They are all screw ups and can't even wash dishes right and I always have to be the one to point out the stuff because if they don't do it, I have to. I'm sick of getting stuck with their work and have stopped cleaning up after them, but the messes just grow until I fix it. It would be nice if I was given enough authority so that people had to listen to me, rather than them doing it out of respect, because as nice as it is to have people do what I say because they know I'm on top of things, but they skip what they don't like and barely put minimum effort into things.
Life is just beginning to be one big grind.
I've been put on Heart Medication just a few weeks ago, and now my Mom is giving me some Fish Oil pills to help with my heart, and I'm supposed to bust my ass excersicing and lifting weight on top of work and school.
I have no friends to hang out with outside of work and school, I see them at those respective places and thats it. Every night I'm home alone and its getting irritating that I have no one around here I can hang out with or call, so essentially I have no one to vent to besides this place, which is helpful, but not quite the same as having someone to confide in person to person.
On top of that I'm the best of the best at work and I'm beginning to resent the others for not being as good as me. They are all screw ups and can't even wash dishes right and I always have to be the one to point out the stuff because if they don't do it, I have to. I'm sick of getting stuck with their work and have stopped cleaning up after them, but the messes just grow until I fix it. It would be nice if I was given enough authority so that people had to listen to me, rather than them doing it out of respect, because as nice as it is to have people do what I say because they know I'm on top of things, but they skip what they don't like and barely put minimum effort into things.
Life is just beginning to be one big grind.