04-27-2006, 07:20 AM
Now that I think about it, stress must have some guilt too. I don't feel that stressed, but I wanna graduate at the end of the year, and I don't know if I'll be able to.
You know what I've just discovered? All, and I mean ALL my classmates except for me, study with other people, which is much easier, but all the assholes in my Univ only get close to me when they need a favor. I felt it yesterday-- I entered the room and saw a bunch of nerdy girls staring straight at me. I don't know why the hell they were staring at me like that--it was not contempt, no amazement, no laughter; they just stared at me, stare blankly, like the cows staring at the horizon, like the dead brains they have. I don't even know who these nerds are, so I have absolutely no idea why they were looking at me like that, but they didn't lower their looks until I glared at each and every one of them.
I remember it over and over--
'Hey, after classes, shall we go to X place to lunch/dine and we study there?' about 8 people and they would invite everyone except me.
Whenever I think about this, I get so mad that I could kill them all without the smallest regret.
I HATE THEM ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To think these assholes can study easier than me cuz they befriend other assholes!!!!! Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know what I've just discovered? All, and I mean ALL my classmates except for me, study with other people, which is much easier, but all the assholes in my Univ only get close to me when they need a favor. I felt it yesterday-- I entered the room and saw a bunch of nerdy girls staring straight at me. I don't know why the hell they were staring at me like that--it was not contempt, no amazement, no laughter; they just stared at me, stare blankly, like the cows staring at the horizon, like the dead brains they have. I don't even know who these nerds are, so I have absolutely no idea why they were looking at me like that, but they didn't lower their looks until I glared at each and every one of them.
I remember it over and over--
'Hey, after classes, shall we go to X place to lunch/dine and we study there?' about 8 people and they would invite everyone except me.
Whenever I think about this, I get so mad that I could kill them all without the smallest regret.
I HATE THEM ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To think these assholes can study easier than me cuz they befriend other assholes!!!!! Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!