5000 posts!?

[Wisemon]

Why are you apologizing? It's not speculation nor suspicion, he had told me directly: Unknown likes you better than me. How would you feel if you had a girlfriend and she told you she'd do stuff for a lady friend that wouldn't do for you? This is more than what my pride can take. It's easy to see though, not only he keeps kissing your butt, but he jumps to defend you whenever somebody bothers you, like that 'guest'. While back when I quarreled with everybody for that admin stuff, he sided with some bastard that even called me 'attention whore' and, borrowing a phrase from Gunter, left me alone for the wolves to feed on me. And I'm so stupid that I always defend him....like in the Intro thread...sigh...

As I'm graduating from college, and I'm seeing that the friends I've made won't be sticking around, I think I know what Unknown is trying to do. Holding on to friendships is a lot harder than it seems, even online friendships. I consider the three of us to be friends, regardless of the fact that we've never met in person. Yes, I would probably consider Unknown to be my best friend, but I don't want to choose one friend over another, and neither does Unknown. That's not the point. We don't have to choose one over the other. We shouldn't have a competitive mentality. We should all just be friends and be thankful that we have friends who are so much like ourselves. And yes, I would be saying the exact same thing if he put your name first. I went so many years without any friends, and this is what I'm clinging to when all else in my world disappoints me. This is why I'm funding this site.