What's Eating Ya?

[blueeyedgabulvo0o]

Guntervancrimson wrote:

more stuff-

-so far, still no charlie. I'm getting desperate, I put up a one hundred euro reward. Confused

-nobody loves me. Sad

-I wanna help Zeph- but I can do nothing. Sad

-Blue emailed me about coming back somewhere between feb 12-15, but I replied with "you can go to hell for all I care, fuck off!" bad idea. Sad

-life.

-God hates me.

-the search party is starting to wear down.

-I heard one of the girls call me what I think was *deppressed jerk off* in romanian.

-this stupid crutch, I keep tripping on it.

-love. (I can never love again- it'll just hurt me.) Crying or Very sad

it just keeps getting longer and longer...

I just hope I don't get to post "Charlie's death" here- I'd die.

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Wow....um...... :shock: :shock: :shock: :cry:

I thought I had it bad....

I'm soory I cna't be there right now to help you in your endevor.. :cry:

That makes me feel bad and it really hurts you and that fucking sux!!!!

If I could find a way to help whether its trying to feed you hope or finding away to convince my music professors that I'm taking a month to help out a friend I really would.....

sigh.... Unfortuntely they really don't want the only one out of the two freshman to be out for that amount of time.... :cry: :cry: Makes me reallly.....FUCK (Punches the wall creating a whole that rips skin off bleeding much.)

Fuck!!!! Thats my bad luck Gunter.....

Im sorry .....

I guess all I could say right now is that all of this shan't be in vain!!!!!!

I won't allow it....IF need be poke fun at the fact that my life sux....GEt your mind of it....

I really want to help and all I could do is type.....

I feel bad bro....Continue your search.....it will pay off soon...

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lonelygabu~~
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