Year after year, my whole life's a wreck

[Wisemon]

As far as the virginity thing and being alone goes, what I decided a while ago was that it was better to wait for the right person than to have flings that didn't go anywhere. There are plenty of people who are alone at your age or my age after going through relationships, but they also have to live with the baggage and the messiness that goes with a breakup that was likely the result of choosing someone before their opinions had matured. Now we have the advantage of knowing what we're looking for, and we're going to choose carefully. I believe that it can be done; you can get it right the first time, so don't feel like you've lost time by not having relationships in the past.

As far as your job goes, if it's what you've been trained to do all these years, just stick with it. As you get more experience in it, you should start to see a decent living in it.