01-31-2006, 10:13 AM
me, I'm a quiet person, I have my own bubble. here is a story of my past love life. this will be quick because a story will take too long ^_^
My best friend, Mikell has been a friend to me for 20 years. I was 3 he was 2. I developed a huge crush on him when I was 8 years old. I made him a promise that I'd always be protecting him even if I die doing it.(and frankly, it still stands and he knows it) I'd always be with him as much as I can and I have never gotten the nerve to tell him. and so I just thought as long as we were friends, I'd be content(though I had no idea of the word content at that age). we'd carry on through the tears, playing and well... playing I guess sums all we did as kids... anyway; now I'm 22 and he's 20 (it's not a counting error, his birthday is in march and mine is in the december before him) and he now has a gf and a baby girl (a real cuty too ^_^) and I still can't bring up the guts to tell him. I got jeallous when he first started going out with her because she was my co-worker, and she knew immediately what my problem was and we talked through it. she's fine with the fact that I still love him after 14 years, but I'm satisfied that he's happy.
I am not BSing you all; this is VERY true
yes, that means I'm very loyal to him and I'd do anything he wants me to. I prooved it. he got me drunk for the first time and I hate the hell out of the taste of beer (he made me drink well beyond me spewing, and eat until the same result. I'm his entertainment when we go camping)
My best friend, Mikell has been a friend to me for 20 years. I was 3 he was 2. I developed a huge crush on him when I was 8 years old. I made him a promise that I'd always be protecting him even if I die doing it.(and frankly, it still stands and he knows it) I'd always be with him as much as I can and I have never gotten the nerve to tell him. and so I just thought as long as we were friends, I'd be content(though I had no idea of the word content at that age). we'd carry on through the tears, playing and well... playing I guess sums all we did as kids... anyway; now I'm 22 and he's 20 (it's not a counting error, his birthday is in march and mine is in the december before him) and he now has a gf and a baby girl (a real cuty too ^_^) and I still can't bring up the guts to tell him. I got jeallous when he first started going out with her because she was my co-worker, and she knew immediately what my problem was and we talked through it. she's fine with the fact that I still love him after 14 years, but I'm satisfied that he's happy.
I am not BSing you all; this is VERY true
yes, that means I'm very loyal to him and I'd do anything he wants me to. I prooved it. he got me drunk for the first time and I hate the hell out of the taste of beer (he made me drink well beyond me spewing, and eat until the same result. I'm his entertainment when we go camping)