01-11-2006, 03:33 AM
I had that problem too, I have a big and strong body but I never defended myself against the bullies(who were smaller than me always), because I didn't want to use violence, but one day they really pissed me off, I fought with one of them(well I just knocked him with a punch, but it was a fight)
Suddenly I was sorrounded by everyone in the school(no directives???) and I went to the classroom and in pure rage I punched the blackboard and destroyed part of it.
Everyone was scared, I could see their fear, they were afraid of me...
That day was forgotten by only a few, but I never did the same thing again, still if someone bothers me I just tell them to stop and they do, for they sake.
Anyway I have been supressing my feelings and never talked to anyone, but it all changed from 2005, and it changed for the better, so I intend in doing the same this year! :)
Suddenly I was sorrounded by everyone in the school(no directives???) and I went to the classroom and in pure rage I punched the blackboard and destroyed part of it.
Everyone was scared, I could see their fear, they were afraid of me...
That day was forgotten by only a few, but I never did the same thing again, still if someone bothers me I just tell them to stop and they do, for they sake.
Anyway I have been supressing my feelings and never talked to anyone, but it all changed from 2005, and it changed for the better, so I intend in doing the same this year! :)