Friends

[mowgly]

I'll try to make it brief:
Why the fuck everyone thinks that you're a freak if you don't have friends? I don't have friends except here in the net. All the jerks that surround me don't share my tastes. I have a hard time befriending them, and when I do, what they talk about is so stupid I just wanna go away. They're just a waste of time! They make me unhappy and I guess I make them unhappy too.
So, what's the fucking great joy of being surrounded by friends? Not people who like you and share your interests, just a fucking bunch of people in the middle of who I feel even more lonely. Why people treat me like a psycho just cuz of I don't wanna be with people I don't like---and don't find anyone I like? You think there's something wrong with me?

well the only thing that's wrong is that you don't trust much in people, same as in my case i don't trust people in rl.
My best guess is that people just want to know how you are so they can trust you (well inteligent people, people that say that being very easy going with others is right that's cause they don't have a clue what they are talking about), people that just try to play it cool with friends and don't really care are a waste of time.
useless brain >.< only wants pleasure from friends likes shouldn't be that important