05-15-2005, 05:09 PM
The Radiator Girl Wrote:I'll try to make it brief:
Why the fuck everyone thinks that you're a freak if you don't have friends? I don't have friends except here in the net. All the jerks that surround me don't share my tastes. I have a hard time befriending them, and when I do, what they talk about is so stupid I just wanna go away. They're just a waste of time! They make me unhappy and I guess I make them unhappy too.
So, what's the fucking great joy of being surrounded by friends? Not people who like you and share your interests, just a fucking bunch of people in the middle of who I feel even more lonely. Why people treat me like a psycho just cuz of I don't wanna be with people I don't like---and don't find anyone I like? You think there's something wrong with me?
You know thats almost a photocopy of me, ofcorse I have some friends but amongst them I feel even lonlyer than Alone at home, they all just waste their time talking trash all day long.