Shy, Nervous and Madly in Love!

[Yumi]

I suggest birth control, they work (according to several medical sites) 95-99.9% of the time, though it takes a bit of maturity to remember to keep the cycle going.
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For me it will be condom and pill, don't want to have children as I think I am young to have them right know.

Plus I don't want to be like my mother

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Well, This does seem like a complex situation indeed. Does he love you back? If not, You would just continue on like you are now, leaving a path full of shattered hope and broken dreams. It does seem like an obsession of sorts. And I laugh at all the ''Inappropriate'' comments here, but in a good way. I mean it's DaD, What am I meant to expect ? :D And Protection is important. My friend was telling me about a time where the condom split, but that's for another time. Right now, find that out. If he doesn't like you, you're wasting your time. Although I may seem a bit negative, but your Ex? Seems like a lost cause if you ask me.

Oh, if your wondering why I have put ex instead of his name, i thought it would be better without naming him. and no he is not a lost cause.

on sec, i have just checked on your user and you live in the same country as me. And I have a mate who uses that nick name 'Cole' train'. Do I know you by any chance?