11-08-2009, 05:11 AM
In this thread I wanted to get people to post a letter to they're future self. Why? This way in the future like 3 years from now you can come back and read it. Then if you could respond to it answering your past selves question. Welp. Here is mine.
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Dear my future self.
How long has it been? Has it been more than 3 years? Well I hope things did change. I am your past self-writing this to remind you who you where and what you did that was either right or wrong. Now I hope can get this started. So this way when I get farther into the years like you have I too can look back onto this letter. That way I know my mistakes so I don’t have to repeat them. So if you would take the time to read this letter carefully that way it doesn’t hurt to know the truth. I would be happy now as I hope I am being then.
If you have kept your name the same you should know. If you didn’t it is Ryan Adam Cruey. Your mother gave you the Adam as in the first biblical people to ever exist. Adam and Eve. I don’t know if you know this but now. But in this era (11/7/09) you are having big doubts about God. The religion you have faith in is slowly fading away and you are getting more and more pain by the days that have passed by. But it is okay because you where still standing strong hoping to overcome any obstacle. Aside of all of the pain. You never liked your family now. Not for the fact they are “idiots” because they aren’t. The fact they treat you like a idiot. Then they expect you to act like an idiot. How absurd. But it’s true. The idiot you are is only with keeping friends and keeping a smile up. Next to that maintaing a good friendship or even considering friends to be friends. You’re having many issues with this. But I hope you fixed it by now.
In this time you have hurt many people. I bet even in the future you are having this problem. It’s not because of the hate you hold for people. Only because it is natural to hurt people. There are so many people that you miss talking to. And so many you are glad they quit talking to. Your old friend David Mcdougal is not your friend anymore in this era. Because in this era you’re the emotionally unwanted. Why? Because you think of everything logically. People on the Internet don’t want logic they want idiots so they can make themselves feel better. Same with Joel. Although you miss him a lot there is no trying to get him back. How about your Real life friends? Are you still friends with Josh Lewis, Or Anthony Divine, or hell even Sesbidez? What about Zack, Chris, Korean, DJ, TJ, or how about Chad? Corey? Keys? Who knows? I hope you are though. They are great friends now and they stuck by you when you needed them. So they are always there. I hope.
Do you still have problems finding a relationship? Are you still Bi? I find the fact of sex interesting. Not just for the pleasure statement of it. But how people can enjoy it so much even with someone they never really liked or even love. Doesn’t sound like sex to me. Ha ha. Do you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend yet? If so are they nice? I hope so. People are fun with they are nice or even goofy. Well I don’t have much to say on this subject. So lets move on now shall we?
There are so many questions I would love to ask. So many things I would love answered. This is your past self. If you find this letter again write a response back. And make sure to be nice to everyone. Because as your motto goes “Everyone deserves a bit of kindness to give back kindness.” Make sure you stick to it.
~Ryan A. Cruey 11/7/09 2:08pm Easter standard time. ~
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I typed this up in word so hopefully its in order. If not oh well.
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Dear my future self.
How long has it been? Has it been more than 3 years? Well I hope things did change. I am your past self-writing this to remind you who you where and what you did that was either right or wrong. Now I hope can get this started. So this way when I get farther into the years like you have I too can look back onto this letter. That way I know my mistakes so I don’t have to repeat them. So if you would take the time to read this letter carefully that way it doesn’t hurt to know the truth. I would be happy now as I hope I am being then.
If you have kept your name the same you should know. If you didn’t it is Ryan Adam Cruey. Your mother gave you the Adam as in the first biblical people to ever exist. Adam and Eve. I don’t know if you know this but now. But in this era (11/7/09) you are having big doubts about God. The religion you have faith in is slowly fading away and you are getting more and more pain by the days that have passed by. But it is okay because you where still standing strong hoping to overcome any obstacle. Aside of all of the pain. You never liked your family now. Not for the fact they are “idiots” because they aren’t. The fact they treat you like a idiot. Then they expect you to act like an idiot. How absurd. But it’s true. The idiot you are is only with keeping friends and keeping a smile up. Next to that maintaing a good friendship or even considering friends to be friends. You’re having many issues with this. But I hope you fixed it by now.
In this time you have hurt many people. I bet even in the future you are having this problem. It’s not because of the hate you hold for people. Only because it is natural to hurt people. There are so many people that you miss talking to. And so many you are glad they quit talking to. Your old friend David Mcdougal is not your friend anymore in this era. Because in this era you’re the emotionally unwanted. Why? Because you think of everything logically. People on the Internet don’t want logic they want idiots so they can make themselves feel better. Same with Joel. Although you miss him a lot there is no trying to get him back. How about your Real life friends? Are you still friends with Josh Lewis, Or Anthony Divine, or hell even Sesbidez? What about Zack, Chris, Korean, DJ, TJ, or how about Chad? Corey? Keys? Who knows? I hope you are though. They are great friends now and they stuck by you when you needed them. So they are always there. I hope.
Do you still have problems finding a relationship? Are you still Bi? I find the fact of sex interesting. Not just for the pleasure statement of it. But how people can enjoy it so much even with someone they never really liked or even love. Doesn’t sound like sex to me. Ha ha. Do you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend yet? If so are they nice? I hope so. People are fun with they are nice or even goofy. Well I don’t have much to say on this subject. So lets move on now shall we?
There are so many questions I would love to ask. So many things I would love answered. This is your past self. If you find this letter again write a response back. And make sure to be nice to everyone. Because as your motto goes “Everyone deserves a bit of kindness to give back kindness.” Make sure you stick to it.
~Ryan A. Cruey 11/7/09 2:08pm Easter standard time. ~
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I typed this up in word so hopefully its in order. If not oh well.