09-29-2004, 03:26 PM
well, about the friend thing, i seem to like talking to my online friend Lori more, cause before she moved away and was in my on of my classes(cooking 9 to be exact) she sorta saved my life in a sense:
we were reading a cooking textbook, the most boring thing in cooking, and as i reached to grab something she saw a few cuts and she grabbed my arm and looked at them all, and then she walked off in the middle of class to the school counciller and told him she was worried about me...that started a chain reaction of events that made me beileve for the first time in about 5 years that i had a friend that actually cared about my health and safety, so i truely beat 5 years worth of depression cause of her, and somehow that make me trust her more than anyone else, even Keni, who i've known for 8 years.
but thoes problems have all been resolved, except for KEn/13 year old girl, but i don't think shes putting out(smart girl) so they should be fine...
we were reading a cooking textbook, the most boring thing in cooking, and as i reached to grab something she saw a few cuts and she grabbed my arm and looked at them all, and then she walked off in the middle of class to the school counciller and told him she was worried about me...that started a chain reaction of events that made me beileve for the first time in about 5 years that i had a friend that actually cared about my health and safety, so i truely beat 5 years worth of depression cause of her, and somehow that make me trust her more than anyone else, even Keni, who i've known for 8 years.
but thoes problems have all been resolved, except for KEn/13 year old girl, but i don't think shes putting out(smart girl) so they should be fine...