09-25-2004, 12:21 PM
well, there is about 2 people that i can talk to in person to, my gf and my best friend i've known since i was 8, but they both go to a different school so i can't see them daily, even though my best friend only lives 4 houses down the road, she's baby-sitting or helping out around the house, but luckly for me, i just found out about 3 hours ago, shes transfering to my school 'cause shes depressed at the old one, so i've kinda eliminated problem #4 there(no school friends)
and #1(my fighting friends) i think has died down on it's own, but i still feel i could have done something to help,
as for #2(the 22 year old with the 13 year old) i have no idea what to do, just hope that the girl comes to her senses, or hope shes just using my friend to make an old bf jealous(yes, thats a crummy thing to hope for, but i would rather her be using him, than him end up in jail for statuatory rape! it's like the lesser of 2 evils)
#3(family) i think i just needed to vent that, i'm fine now, i've cooled down from that, it was a silly thing to think of
and #5, somehow hearing the news that my best friend is gonna go to my school sheered me right up...she helped me out of depression without even knowing it, pretty cool huh?
and BTW Gnostic Metatron Prime, thank you for replying to me, i have a hard time trusting people with my problems that i have, including my friends, i think that my last post there was about the first time in like 2 years that i actually ASKED for help, during that time i tended to keep everything to myself and wait for people to ask me whats wrong, yes i havetrust issues for some reason...
and #1(my fighting friends) i think has died down on it's own, but i still feel i could have done something to help,
as for #2(the 22 year old with the 13 year old) i have no idea what to do, just hope that the girl comes to her senses, or hope shes just using my friend to make an old bf jealous(yes, thats a crummy thing to hope for, but i would rather her be using him, than him end up in jail for statuatory rape! it's like the lesser of 2 evils)
#3(family) i think i just needed to vent that, i'm fine now, i've cooled down from that, it was a silly thing to think of
and #5, somehow hearing the news that my best friend is gonna go to my school sheered me right up...she helped me out of depression without even knowing it, pretty cool huh?
and BTW Gnostic Metatron Prime, thank you for replying to me, i have a hard time trusting people with my problems that i have, including my friends, i think that my last post there was about the first time in like 2 years that i actually ASKED for help, during that time i tended to keep everything to myself and wait for people to ask me whats wrong, yes i havetrust issues for some reason...