lost agian

[GEOMON]

Now i know you all just think wen ya see something like this is total BS and your no doubt right. But wen your BF just droped you like a hot patato i think that earns one the right to bitch and complain for taleast half of the time you were together....ANY WAY...my online freind ...with whome i have had alot of flings with left me for some slutty harlet....so now i am alone agian...and it hurts. Most say"well now you have your whole life ahead of you" thats fucking BS ya see whats life worth wen you have no one to love and hold..what good is life wen you have no one to love....now to kill ones self over some one one has not met is stupid...but still even a internet realationshuip has its deep hooks in one soul it is hard to let go....i am not saying that i am expert on the relations game ..hell i have made so many mistakes in my life its lost all bloody humor.....this is now going through you head i bet"a nother bloody angesty teen twat" well you might be right.. and then agian you might not..at times i cant even tell if i am human any more.....i feel like i have sunk so low..........................................................................................baka me
i know to think i am the only one with problems is folly and that i am not alone./...but every one has there own demons that they must face.................................................................................................so at best all i can say is that once agian i am lost.....................................................................................................