It's only gotten worse and worse since 5th grade, where this all started, I'm hoping it won't follow this pattern after high school. Then it'd be mind-numbingly unbearable.
Although, me looking at high school like this may be a bad sign, even though it's generally a good thing, I mean, 99% of the people are that way at my school. I can't help thinking that I may have a mental problem, or a hormone problem.(although, if I don't, I'll probably have a mental problem of some kind before graduation.)
I most certainly do NOT have the human nature of wanting acceptance of others, and if I had to do anything like what they do at my school to gain acceptance, I'd rather choose to live by myself until the day I died.
People know how I think about them at my school, know how much I truly and purely dislike them, but somehow, I've become well-known, and a kind of 'celebrity' in the school, getting a lot of unwanted attention.
Although, me looking at high school like this may be a bad sign, even though it's generally a good thing, I mean, 99% of the people are that way at my school. I can't help thinking that I may have a mental problem, or a hormone problem.(although, if I don't, I'll probably have a mental problem of some kind before graduation.)
I most certainly do NOT have the human nature of wanting acceptance of others, and if I had to do anything like what they do at my school to gain acceptance, I'd rather choose to live by myself until the day I died.
People know how I think about them at my school, know how much I truly and purely dislike them, but somehow, I've become well-known, and a kind of 'celebrity' in the school, getting a lot of unwanted attention.
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