07-15-2004, 01:03 AM
Wisemon Wrote:I used to do that, but I stopped after A.P. biology in my sophomore year of high school. I know; I've told this story before, but I'll tell it again, because it was a real turning point in my life. The workload was so large, that I honestly and rightfully believed that I couldn't possibly get through it, so I didn't do it. The work just built up, and I knew that I had to do it, but I kept avoiding it. That's the closest I ever came to being suicidal, wanting a way out of something I didn't want to even attempt. Eventually, I bit the bullet. I missed sleep and all free time and did it all. Since then, I won't consciously tell myself that I can't do something, because it just leads to problems. Besides, it usually turns out that I can. Getting back to the topic, this is the biggest reason why I love myself.
I do see your point. However, I don't think self-doubts only concern your capacity in regards to doing something. They also have to do with personality flaws, which you really should have a few of; no-one is perfect. By refusing to take those into account, you can't demonstrate your abilities to their full extent... and thus others, or even yourself, may fail to benefit from them.
That's just what I think, though; and I must say I'm a bit intrigued that you think so highly of yourself. Most people I've met online have serious self-esteem problems. That doesn't necessarily make you better or worse than them, just different.
On another note...
FinalEnix Wrote:It is about cuicide I died so much time if I had the guts to do it.
You're saying that as if it's something that makes you important. There are more creative ways to draw attention, you know.