03-18-2009, 03:59 AM
Hey, DMX. I really feel for you man, 'cuz I know what you're going through... *sighs* ...All too well.
Without boring you too much (or anyone else) this is how my life is:
I work two jobs, one Mon-Fri about 7am-4pm, and one in the evening, from dusk 'til dawn, about 4 nights a week. I don't really have any time for any real life friends and the only "real" people that I interact with are my co-workers and my aunt, uncle and cousin; whom I live with.
So, I crave, yearn and cherish my online time, which I never seem to get enough of. In fact, I'm online more and post more at work than at home, for various, recurring, stupid and bothersome reasons. :s
I don't really have anyone telling me what to do, for the most part; but, since I have so many financial responsibilities, I really don't have much time for anything else in my life...free time, social life & sleep, included.
Like you, I'm often depressed (in fact, very much so. :-/ ) Thus, my online friends and acquaintances "are" my life. They help me keep my sanity, through all that I have to put up with, day to day, week to week, month to month... Even if I may never hear any of their voices or talk casually with them over the phone, (which I would just love to happen), I'd go crazy if I couldn't keep in touch with them electronically; chatting, Rp-ing, random posting...whatever!
So, if you ever need anyone to chat or talk with, or even just to listen, I'll be here. (you can PM, if you like, whenever!)
Without boring you too much (or anyone else) this is how my life is:
I work two jobs, one Mon-Fri about 7am-4pm, and one in the evening, from dusk 'til dawn, about 4 nights a week. I don't really have any time for any real life friends and the only "real" people that I interact with are my co-workers and my aunt, uncle and cousin; whom I live with.
So, I crave, yearn and cherish my online time, which I never seem to get enough of. In fact, I'm online more and post more at work than at home, for various, recurring, stupid and bothersome reasons. :s
I don't really have anyone telling me what to do, for the most part; but, since I have so many financial responsibilities, I really don't have much time for anything else in my life...free time, social life & sleep, included.
Like you, I'm often depressed (in fact, very much so. :-/ ) Thus, my online friends and acquaintances "are" my life. They help me keep my sanity, through all that I have to put up with, day to day, week to week, month to month... Even if I may never hear any of their voices or talk casually with them over the phone, (which I would just love to happen), I'd go crazy if I couldn't keep in touch with them electronically; chatting, Rp-ing, random posting...whatever!
So, if you ever need anyone to chat or talk with, or even just to listen, I'll be here. (you can PM, if you like, whenever!)