...this is good, right?

[DragonMasterX]

Your anxiousness is killing you from the inside, it happens. But it's odd, you being an active smoker and not wanting to smoke to put the stress down? Harsh temp. alterations may be cause of some virus though, the stress lowers your defenses. Maybe you should go see a doc or something, you don't want to play an harp before rocking at Wal-Mart, right?