"Angsty Teen's" and my hate of them...

[Wisemon]

Really, even the fact that you have a computer is a give-away. Unless you have something horrible, like a sister addicted to crack, and a mother and father who beat you with a shovel every night, it's looking to be China, Africa, India, Mexico, Middle East, Russia (and countries surrounding it), and people in ghettos in other non-predomenently poor countries by a long shot.

There are different kinds of hardships. I'm not poor, far from it, but I grew up without some of the things that money can't buy. Due to certain circumstances, mental and physical adversities, and some higher powers who were human, these things were out of my reach. They were dangled right in front of me, but I knew I could never grab them. The people in third world countries might have a vague idea of what they're missing, but they don't get it shoved in their face every single day (because they don't have TVs). Their dreams might be impossible, but it's because of where they are, not who they are. If you think this put me in the category of an angsty teen, you'd be wrong. I kept a humorous exterior although I was hurting on the inside. You know what? You don't want me to believe. Like I said before, if God exists, then he's been fucking with me for over a decade. If God exists, he owes me an explanation. I'm awaiting a visit from a burning bush, but I won't hold my breath.