02-17-2004, 05:42 AM
Woa that pisses me off. To me, that is the ultimate betrayal!
Normally, people who do that to me deserve to die, no forgiveness, no explanations, no 2nd chances. I know it's a bit harsh to say that, but I bet that none of you guys have experienced what I've had to go through in life so that's why all, if not most of you don't understand. When someone hurts you like this, depending on how your life is, it could just hurt really bad. But as it keeps on happening, a candle of rage starts to be lit. You'll handle it, get over it, and the candle will be put out. Then after more betrayal, it becomes a perpetually lit torch of rage that always burns and never goes away. I have this inside me unfortunatly, and that's why I am single and alone IRL. It's hard to make friends off-line when too many people are just like everybody else (Not EVERY SINGLE person), vegtables...
But you mustn't give up. Scars will heal, but will always be there to remind you. And lessons will be there to teach you how to handle yourself and others next time.
I rarely see anyone nowadays who is worthy enough for a relationship at all, and when I do, that person usually wants sex only, which hurts me if I come to like them. But for now *hugs my valentine* I'm good.
My point is, learn from this experience and never forget it. Keep it by your side when you move on so that you are more aware of the things you didn't see before that led to this. Goodluck with your future relationships man.
Normally, people who do that to me deserve to die, no forgiveness, no explanations, no 2nd chances. I know it's a bit harsh to say that, but I bet that none of you guys have experienced what I've had to go through in life so that's why all, if not most of you don't understand. When someone hurts you like this, depending on how your life is, it could just hurt really bad. But as it keeps on happening, a candle of rage starts to be lit. You'll handle it, get over it, and the candle will be put out. Then after more betrayal, it becomes a perpetually lit torch of rage that always burns and never goes away. I have this inside me unfortunatly, and that's why I am single and alone IRL. It's hard to make friends off-line when too many people are just like everybody else (Not EVERY SINGLE person), vegtables...
But you mustn't give up. Scars will heal, but will always be there to remind you. And lessons will be there to teach you how to handle yourself and others next time.
I rarely see anyone nowadays who is worthy enough for a relationship at all, and when I do, that person usually wants sex only, which hurts me if I come to like them. But for now *hugs my valentine* I'm good.
My point is, learn from this experience and never forget it. Keep it by your side when you move on so that you are more aware of the things you didn't see before that led to this. Goodluck with your future relationships man.