Every time I start to believe, something's raped and taken

[Wisemon]

(and may you one day get up to the intimate level with a girl)

At dinner today, I sat with a bunch of guys who were talking about the point system they'd worked out for the various sexual acts they could get from girls at parties. Essentially, their system rewards getting with more girls and going as far as possible. I couldn't help but thinking, "These guys are scumbags." I was very careful in my decision. I didn't choose "a girl"; I chose "the girl". I chose the girl with the personality and the life that I couldn't find in any of the girls in high school. That's why this is the first girl I ever approached. That personality, that life, it's my own, and that's why she's special. That's also why I want to wait. Everything is perfect so far, and there's only one way, and one time, to complete the perfection. It's almost exactly like the main love story in my lemons. I wrote most of those before I met her. Isn't it funny how life imitates art?