03-11-2007, 02:29 PM
Shadow hesitantly reached for the envelope, carefully opening it. He had to fight the urge to throw it away, as he was afraid of what it might say. Would she blame him for being raped...would she wish she had never met him?
Finally deciding to go through with it, he began to read:
Dearest Shadow,
If you're reading this, then I have gone through with my plan to take my own life. Please do not grieve for me Shadow. If not for you, my life would not have any meaning at all, but you deserve better than what the Titans left me as. Promise me, Shadow that you will get them for what they did to us. What they must've done to you.
I can only imagine the pain that must be haunting you as you read this. Please don't blame yourself for my death. I want you to move on and be happy. I trust that some day, you will meet someone that can make you as happy as I once did. Promise me that your memories of me will not hold you back from being truly happy again. And Promise me that you make those damned self-righteous Titans pay for what they did.
Goodbye dearest Shadow. I love you so very much,
Jinx
Tears began to fall down Shadow's eyes, showing how moved he was by the letter. All this time, he had blamed himself for Jinx'es death...and now he found out that she had never blamed him...and even asked him to move on.
"She...she never blamed me. All this time...I thought she hated me for what happened to her," he said, wiping at the tears in his eyes. He held out the letter to Anna to read, sobbing a little.
OOC: Thanks to Calibremon for the letter.
Finally deciding to go through with it, he began to read:
Dearest Shadow,
If you're reading this, then I have gone through with my plan to take my own life. Please do not grieve for me Shadow. If not for you, my life would not have any meaning at all, but you deserve better than what the Titans left me as. Promise me, Shadow that you will get them for what they did to us. What they must've done to you.
I can only imagine the pain that must be haunting you as you read this. Please don't blame yourself for my death. I want you to move on and be happy. I trust that some day, you will meet someone that can make you as happy as I once did. Promise me that your memories of me will not hold you back from being truly happy again. And Promise me that you make those damned self-righteous Titans pay for what they did.
Goodbye dearest Shadow. I love you so very much,
Jinx
Tears began to fall down Shadow's eyes, showing how moved he was by the letter. All this time, he had blamed himself for Jinx'es death...and now he found out that she had never blamed him...and even asked him to move on.
"She...she never blamed me. All this time...I thought she hated me for what happened to her," he said, wiping at the tears in his eyes. He held out the letter to Anna to read, sobbing a little.
OOC: Thanks to Calibremon for the letter.