01-20-2007, 09:44 AM
Well, sorta, or more like incodsiderate. I need to say it. Well, this is more than one, but being fairly anonymous helps.
The really quick rundown it's me, Lady A, Lady B, and it is my fault. Oh, and love, in case you didn't guess.
In case any of you didn't know, I'm not a big talker. I don't go out and do things. These past few days my leisure has been reading books and watching Anime and various other things not too far from those. I wouldn't say you'd see my face in the dictionary under melancholly, but maybe as a "see also."
After failing at college for a bit, my GPA is just under failing and is a bit next to impossible to work with, I've been going to a Technical training school. That's been nice. I don't view a Medical Assistant as a very good job, but it is better than retail. It's a long trip, so I've been carpooling with Lady A. She is a casual five minute drive from my home. We are both rather laid back. I've always had difficutly carrying a conversation for too long, in general, but once we get one going, it is rather enjoyable. It makes the drive go by fast. She is not comfortable with me visting her home. I mean going inside. I think she hates it, but she says "It's too dirty". She is still living with her parents. I haven't made much effort to bring her to my home. I'm the one with the vehicle. We went out on a "date" once to see Eragon, and that went well. She said, "We should do something like this again." Still, I'm not sure what to make of it. I'd like to go out with her, but I'm not sure what to do, persay.
Lady B, is someone at the Tech school. She is shy too, but I don't care about that much. She was recently... seperated (boyfriend), and me and her were "hooked up" by mutual friends to make here happy. We've only really talked for a few days. Still, she is... I don't know how to put it. She is the agressive one. I'm not sure if she is acting like this because of her recent break up. Add their child to the mix, and I am VERY hesitant. I don't mind listening to her, but she is going a little fast, for me, on this dating thing. There is also the fact that we live an hour, or so, apart. She is about an hour away. I really haven't visiting her yet, but we'll be spending some time in the mall Saturday. Yes, all three.
Don't think I think ill that she has a kid, but I haven't been in any romantic realtionship, period. I really don't know how to act. Personally, it does put me on alert. Of what, I am not entirely sure. I guess that is as best as I can do, for now.
At a quick glance, I would say Lady A over B, but a few class mates know B and not A. Now for the real part that makes me feel like a bastard. I went out with A shortly after my friends at the school tried to hook me up with B. My friends (well the two relevant ones), B, and myself are in the same program. A is in a different one, so they really do not know her. One friend knows what I've done, but he is pushing for B. I don't feel much B, but she is agressive. With A I feel like I'm the one with the inscentive to do anything, but I'm unsure how to.
All in all, it really has pushed me out of my comfort zone and has caused me to do things I have not done before. I'm sure it is all for the better, but I really don't want things to fall apart. Time is really the best way to deal with it, but I would like to sort this out as quickly as possible. I am just clueless on how to do it. I would like to bring A around, but I think she is the same way as me when it comes to going places, very few. I, myself, never went out just to go out. I always went out for one reason and then returned promtly home.
The really quick rundown it's me, Lady A, Lady B, and it is my fault. Oh, and love, in case you didn't guess.
In case any of you didn't know, I'm not a big talker. I don't go out and do things. These past few days my leisure has been reading books and watching Anime and various other things not too far from those. I wouldn't say you'd see my face in the dictionary under melancholly, but maybe as a "see also."
After failing at college for a bit, my GPA is just under failing and is a bit next to impossible to work with, I've been going to a Technical training school. That's been nice. I don't view a Medical Assistant as a very good job, but it is better than retail. It's a long trip, so I've been carpooling with Lady A. She is a casual five minute drive from my home. We are both rather laid back. I've always had difficutly carrying a conversation for too long, in general, but once we get one going, it is rather enjoyable. It makes the drive go by fast. She is not comfortable with me visting her home. I mean going inside. I think she hates it, but she says "It's too dirty". She is still living with her parents. I haven't made much effort to bring her to my home. I'm the one with the vehicle. We went out on a "date" once to see Eragon, and that went well. She said, "We should do something like this again." Still, I'm not sure what to make of it. I'd like to go out with her, but I'm not sure what to do, persay.
Lady B, is someone at the Tech school. She is shy too, but I don't care about that much. She was recently... seperated (boyfriend), and me and her were "hooked up" by mutual friends to make here happy. We've only really talked for a few days. Still, she is... I don't know how to put it. She is the agressive one. I'm not sure if she is acting like this because of her recent break up. Add their child to the mix, and I am VERY hesitant. I don't mind listening to her, but she is going a little fast, for me, on this dating thing. There is also the fact that we live an hour, or so, apart. She is about an hour away. I really haven't visiting her yet, but we'll be spending some time in the mall Saturday. Yes, all three.
Don't think I think ill that she has a kid, but I haven't been in any romantic realtionship, period. I really don't know how to act. Personally, it does put me on alert. Of what, I am not entirely sure. I guess that is as best as I can do, for now.
At a quick glance, I would say Lady A over B, but a few class mates know B and not A. Now for the real part that makes me feel like a bastard. I went out with A shortly after my friends at the school tried to hook me up with B. My friends (well the two relevant ones), B, and myself are in the same program. A is in a different one, so they really do not know her. One friend knows what I've done, but he is pushing for B. I don't feel much B, but she is agressive. With A I feel like I'm the one with the inscentive to do anything, but I'm unsure how to.
All in all, it really has pushed me out of my comfort zone and has caused me to do things I have not done before. I'm sure it is all for the better, but I really don't want things to fall apart. Time is really the best way to deal with it, but I would like to sort this out as quickly as possible. I am just clueless on how to do it. I would like to bring A around, but I think she is the same way as me when it comes to going places, very few. I, myself, never went out just to go out. I always went out for one reason and then returned promtly home.