12-13-2006, 08:25 AM
Fine, fine, fine. No matter what I do, I always end up being the baddie around. This is only one of the several times senjuro has made my life miserable, and he knows it. You know how hard is to work with somebody that has hurt you a lot and you deeply hate and despise, that just thrusted his way in, at least in my opinion?! Somebody who tried to take me apart from my friends and tried to build enmity between Unknown and I; who insulted the looks of my dog I love so much; and acted so nicely towards me and insulted Unknown for not putting me first in his thanks list, so I thought he was my friend and then ignored me in his own list; who didn't answer my mail for the Friends' Day though he did pick it up?! Would it be easy for you?! I can't take him!!!! He's been nothing but a liar and a traitor to me!!!! The worst friend I ever had!!!! And, and, whether you believe me or not, whether you recognize I'm just telling my true feelings or you think I'm just an attention whore, I don't care!!! I just HAD to tell this. I hate his acting nicely while making everyone believe I am the intolerant one.
Wolfe: Maybe I'm not ready to be a mod, but you did say I have been pretty good until now (and everything was fine until that one came in stage). And I didn't mind taking hard jobs; you knew I wanted to be the updater, but people voted for you. And if I follow you, it's because I respect you. When you won in that voting, I told myself: If this guy does as well as he says, I'll follow him; if he doesn't, I'll be the first to kick his ass. I think you've done a wonderful job and you're a very democratic leader.
As for the hard job part, when did I ever refuse a hard job? My life is the hardest job. A little thing like modding is a piece of cake compared to everything else I fucking do.
Anyway.....*sigh* Sorry, I've been venting out stuff a lot lately, but this just had to be said. Maybe I mixed my feelings with my job; it doesn't happen often, though. I've been under lots of pressure lately and such an unwanted and unasked for company was the last thing I needed. But even such an unwelcome person would have gotten a different response from me if he would have asked "Hey guys, you must be having a hard time. Need a hand?" instead of thrusting his way in. I believe if things would be again as they were, everything would be OK again. But ultimately, the decision's up to you.
Oh yeah, and I'll go take some fresh air now.
Wolfe: Maybe I'm not ready to be a mod, but you did say I have been pretty good until now (and everything was fine until that one came in stage). And I didn't mind taking hard jobs; you knew I wanted to be the updater, but people voted for you. And if I follow you, it's because I respect you. When you won in that voting, I told myself: If this guy does as well as he says, I'll follow him; if he doesn't, I'll be the first to kick his ass. I think you've done a wonderful job and you're a very democratic leader.
As for the hard job part, when did I ever refuse a hard job? My life is the hardest job. A little thing like modding is a piece of cake compared to everything else I fucking do.
Anyway.....*sigh* Sorry, I've been venting out stuff a lot lately, but this just had to be said. Maybe I mixed my feelings with my job; it doesn't happen often, though. I've been under lots of pressure lately and such an unwanted and unasked for company was the last thing I needed. But even such an unwelcome person would have gotten a different response from me if he would have asked "Hey guys, you must be having a hard time. Need a hand?" instead of thrusting his way in. I believe if things would be again as they were, everything would be OK again. But ultimately, the decision's up to you.
Oh yeah, and I'll go take some fresh air now.