10-13-2006, 01:43 PM
Shadow listened to Tieya's voice, to her tone, and he knew that he'd lost. She was going to leave him and not come back to him, ever. Almost immediatly, tears started pouring from his eyes. What he'd tried to prevent had happened anyway. He'd wanted them both to love him, and instead he had hurt both of them.
Before Tieya was out the door, he ran up to her and grabbed her arm, pulling her towards him.
"No...you're wrong. It isn't you that's caused trouble this evening, my dear dragoness. I'm the only one who's caused trouble; I beat you, caused you to turn evil, crushed your protector's hear, and now I've caused you and Ebon unmeasurable pain." he said, tears falling down his face. Finally, he kissed her on the lips. "I love you..." he said upon breaking the kiss, then he faced Ebon. "And I love you...and it's because I love you both that I must do what I should have done long ago," he said, separating from Tieya and walking out the door.
He ran down the hall to the farthest rooms, ducking into the last one. Once inside, he locked the door and crawled over to a corner. Tears flowing freely down his face, sobs racking his body, he turned his right wrist so that it was face up. Placing a claw to the skin, he opened up a small, shallow cut on his wrist.
"Why?" he whimpered, opening up another cut on his wrist, this one a little deeper, blood starting to well up from the cut. "Why must love be denied to me? Why must it only cause me more pain?" he sobbed, opening up yet another cut on his wrist. He couldn't take it any more. The events of the night had caused him to finally hit the end; his beating of Tieya, his flashback of his mistress, Ebon's love of him causing Tieya to go evil, and now this.
"All I do is cause pain to people," he said, watching as more and more blood poured from his cuts. Being a warrior digimon, it would take a while for him to bleed out, but he knew it would come eventually. He just had to keep cutting. The pain was strong, but he deserved it after the pain he had caused.
"Soon...it'll all be over," he said, smiling a little at the blood oozing from his cuts, more blood joining it as he opened another cut on his wrist.
Before Tieya was out the door, he ran up to her and grabbed her arm, pulling her towards him.
"No...you're wrong. It isn't you that's caused trouble this evening, my dear dragoness. I'm the only one who's caused trouble; I beat you, caused you to turn evil, crushed your protector's hear, and now I've caused you and Ebon unmeasurable pain." he said, tears falling down his face. Finally, he kissed her on the lips. "I love you..." he said upon breaking the kiss, then he faced Ebon. "And I love you...and it's because I love you both that I must do what I should have done long ago," he said, separating from Tieya and walking out the door.
He ran down the hall to the farthest rooms, ducking into the last one. Once inside, he locked the door and crawled over to a corner. Tears flowing freely down his face, sobs racking his body, he turned his right wrist so that it was face up. Placing a claw to the skin, he opened up a small, shallow cut on his wrist.
"Why?" he whimpered, opening up another cut on his wrist, this one a little deeper, blood starting to well up from the cut. "Why must love be denied to me? Why must it only cause me more pain?" he sobbed, opening up yet another cut on his wrist. He couldn't take it any more. The events of the night had caused him to finally hit the end; his beating of Tieya, his flashback of his mistress, Ebon's love of him causing Tieya to go evil, and now this.
"All I do is cause pain to people," he said, watching as more and more blood poured from his cuts. Being a warrior digimon, it would take a while for him to bleed out, but he knew it would come eventually. He just had to keep cutting. The pain was strong, but he deserved it after the pain he had caused.
"Soon...it'll all be over," he said, smiling a little at the blood oozing from his cuts, more blood joining it as he opened another cut on his wrist.