PETA, and its beef with Pokemon.

Somehow, I fail to see the justice on why they're so currently antsy-touchy with a non-living virtual monster breeding game.

I don't usually like to be a downer, but it seems things have definitely hit a low point here, I don't think there's a single thread posted within the last day. Not even in the RP forums. Can't say I'm not part of the problem, I'm definitely no where near as active as I would like to be. Just life, really.

Anyway, for those of you who do still come here and check up on things. Are there other places you get your fix for Digimon now? Be it RP, fics, art, show discussion, or whatever. I'm curious as to if what's happening/happened here is limited to this site or if it's a sign that just general lack of interest all across the board. Perhaps the fandom is more underground now and I'm totally out of the loop?

It has been so long, almost a lifetime it seems. Before I get to my point, let me tell you a story. When I was young, I mean really young, I stumbled upon porn. At the time I didn't know anything about biology or sex, except that it felt good. After a few months, I found a little comic called "Gatomon's Playtime" which I enjoyed, because it brought back memories of a tv show long forgotten. One night I couldn't find the comic, only a link that sent me to a story called "Poyomon's Playtime", which I found interesting, but I wanted more. So I cut out some bits from the url and ended up at the authors page, DarkJester. I read those digimon stories for weeks, maybe even months, unaware of other writers. That is till one day I was looking at the page, bored of the same old stories, and noticed a link labeled "Lemons". Examining the other links in the bar, I figured that it might lead me to other writers, and it did. Suddenly, a whole world opened up to me, just me, not my family or anyone else. It was my hidden paradise. For months I read and re-read stories, writing down the ones I really liked. Then, the server was down one night, leaving me alone. I had looked at this board once or twice, but never gave much thought to it until that moment. I fished the url out of my web history, and found a place with people like me. Not visibly stressed or manipulative, but friendly, something near unknown to me. I made friends, thinking back on it now I almost miss that time enough to cry. The next week the servers were back up and my paradise was returned to full, but I had someplace and some people new. For years I enjoyed, unknowingly being shaped into someone I might have respected were it someone else. And now we are here. Near the end of a story, but the beginning of something and, with hope, someone new. While I may not log on much, or depending on what happens, ever again, just know that I owe who I am to you. I mean everyone here, the spam-bots, the moderators, everyone. I want to say something that I have never said to anyone with meaning, I love you. My point that I want to make is that I am who I am because of you and every person who ever touched this site in some way. I want to say goodbye. Until the site is gone, I will always say hello, but seeing as I will most likely not be here on its last few moments, to my most horrible regret, I would like to say goodbye. I am spending time here, for anyone who would like to get to know what they helped make, but I never would even be there if not for this site. For those without linking available, http://thought-in-progress.tumblr.com/

I know I've been gone for quite some time which was just me neglecting this stuff by accident but I'm here. It's just that I've been hanging out at DeviantArt more often now, that's all. I still love this site mainly for the people that are on it.

Hey, I'm your gun-toting mod. You might know me, you might not. Doesn't really matter to me.

Come 3am CST, I will be gone for a week. Why? I'm engaged to a former member of this site, Tigerlily. Some of you may remember her, some of you may enjoy her art, some of you may wonder where she's been as of lately.

I'll be happy to fill in the blanks. She's 23, autistic, and lives at home. I turned her on to Secondlife where she made many friends and even started doign commissions. Her brother then decided she was "addicted to the internet" and cut it off. He wants her to interact with others, yet cuts off her internet, and in the same breath, fills her full of fear of the outside world, saying people will rape her, or murder her, or rob her, or any combination of the above.

His bullshit doesn't end there, oh no. He says I only want to fuck her, that as soon as I have sex with her I'll leave her, that I'll get her pregnant and leave her, and when she mentions the fact we're engaged, he says I'll only divorce her because 50% of marriages end in divorce. He's married as well...so what side of the 50% is he on?

She's tired of it, and so am I. So I'm going out to California to get her and bring her back to Texas.

Tonight.

There's more to it, such as her family withholding her personal documents, her brother withholding her atm card, keeping her from using the social security she gets for her autism, the three of which are felonies. There's concerns that a power of attorney may be present, but we found out that's just as easily revoked by her.


So yes, an epic shit storm is on the horizon.


You tell the curs that the law's coming.

You tell them I'm coming, and Hell's coming with me.

One of my ex's I still have feelings for and I don't know what to do.

Even tho me and him have split up after nearly 3 years ago and I hardly ever see him anymore, I cannot get rid of them even tho I'm in a relationship with someone else. Me and him has a long term relationship, nearly 2 years, but he never told me that he was falling for someone else, I found out after the relationship, it hit me hard.

I've told my boyfriend, and he has the same problem with one of his relationships, he still has feelings for her. He has told me it takes time to get rid of feelings for someone you used to be with.
But its hard to do it.

Anyone got any advice? Please?

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Trying this out tonight, though just working on a new picture for a fanfic I've been working on this week. If anyone want to come see please do. ^^

(First time doing something like this, so not sure if I'm doing this right or not lol)

I hope a lot of of your wankers in the US (Like me) heard Toonami comes back tonight. Different line up but two new shows. Watch it and they can get more shows. No one better **** this up. They really tried on this.

Ok, I know I don't do rants all that much but i really do need to start to get some thoughts out of my head. This is something that's although I've been allowing it to go by for around six to seven years I'm now getting fed up with it. Here's what I mean...

Others want me to participate in things they are doing but when I try to do the same I get either ignored or pushed aside. I see it in everything i do or assist in real life or even in a game. Either it be a friend wanting me to try a new game he has or someone wanting me to do something on a website or whatever the case may be. 99% of the time I go along and see what's up, give it a try, help out, assist along with whatever term I can't think of now. I ask for the same respect in return and i don't seem to get it no matter what i do or say or anything! I just wish i could at least get that from the few friends I do have and it may sound selfish but I've chosen now to do what my sis Sariosa advised and lay my feelings out somewhere. Because as I've had happen a lot of the time bottled feelings eventually burst.

In addition, I help others in a game AND in real life that have no idea who i am or what I am even friends who needs assist I assist by drawing a picture for them or giving my own personal review on music they made or whatever the case I'm helping is... Only time i can get someone to draw a picture for me is if and when I can pay someone to do so. Though I help others, before I didn't expect any help in return, now after almost six to seven years of this I'm beginning to wonder ... 'What am I doing?' 'What should I be doing?' Heck, not even two nights ago I was playing Grand Fantasia and I asked myself... ' Why am i playing this game? No one helps me train except when i leech a main boss kill. I help others that I can help in my own power despite my feelings of loneliness and others take advantage of it' and this is coming from a game I've been loyal to for a while now, like how Secret of the Solstice was for me for about four years before it went down in a blaze of glory.

The only thing i ask, is that if and when i ever do something for you, that you do something for me. Not as a trade and it might even be ten favors from you to one of mine but this is the situation that sparked this rant.

For almost a couple of months after finishing my first original story in years 'Revialisa Part 1: A Rose in the Flower Garden.' I ask friends if they could read it, one who keeps forgetting because of life issues which i can understand, but another who, though the story is a vampire-type story he's pretty much an expert on it and he claims to forget too, and when both finally do get the chance to read it, they read into the first paragraph, comment about it and not bother trying to read the rest of the story before giving advice on it period. I mean, what the heck? I believed if someone is supposed to proofread a story the whole story is supposed to be read before giving advice on chars, layout and such. I've not yet had one reviewer... well, i did have one but it wasn't a critical review... anyways >.<' anything I create seems to be ignored, anything I write, hopefully this one won't be, is ignored... I just want to grow and blossom like a flower which was partially my drive for my story but so far the past couple of years i can't seem to do anything without freezing/tensing up and no one can tell me why! >.<'''''''''

Now that's out of the way... I just wish someone else could understand my position here. ._.'

The situation stands at this.

I'm moving on Wednesday, to Northern Texas from the gulf coast. There are a variety of reasons for this. My dad's inherited a house up there and he needs my help getting settled in up there, which is good because that means no more rent. My uncle lives up there and he swears up and down that everything is cheaper, which is also a good reason. Yet another is it'll be 700 miles closer to my long-term, long-distance girlfriend, Tigerlily, from this site.

Downside is T-Mobile has no service in the particular area I'm moving to. Which means I'll have no internet or phone service. Being on a budget also hinders my ability to find a replacement phone/isp while I'm up there. But, I have a Walther P38 pistol my uncle seems to want, so selling it may speed things along in the getting internet department. I'm not holding my breath though.

Even if I get reconnected in a timely fashion, I won't be on as much as I used to be. It's time for me to get serious. If I want a decent life with TL, or at least the chance to travel and meet her face to face, I'm going to need to buckle down. Get my GED, take some courses, get a job and save up. Real life things that will hinder my time online. But, it's got to be done.

I'll still be around once I get reconnected. Just not as much as I used to be.

In the meantime however, this is goodbye. Watch out for those spammers, and keep the Rena-Harem locked up while I'm gone.

Seeya on the other side.