Light My Frozen Candle

Yet another series written by Zakuyoe

 

So it’s another series by Zakuyoe. Contains material that might be disturbing to some audiences, so don’t complain, because I WARNED YOU!

 

I, unfortunately, do not own Digimon. Toei and those other companies do. I wish I owned Takuya, Tommy and Zoe, but I don’t.

 

Chapter 1: What Young Love

It was bright and sunny that morning as I walked out of my room that day.  Tomorrow is Koji’s birthday, I reminded myself. Suddenly a sickening lurch occurred in my stomach. Oh, great, Shinya was going to be there. I was surprised on how much I was so obsessed of him.

Shinya was Takuya’s little brother, about his age as I could only guess until I got the chance to ask. It was so hard for me to talk to him, especially that we had rarely ever been in the same room before. I wanted to tell him soon, but my gut instinct always seemed to get in the way.

Only Zoe, JP, Takuya, and Koji knew I was gay. And all of them knew I was in love with Takuya’s brother. But when the time came to ask for their help, they couldn’t. I guess they were so much of a friend that they couldn’t say good luck or anything.

There was only one thing I thought of doing. As I thought of it more, I learned that it made sense. Maybe if I asked Shinya while giving a gift, things would work out. I immediately got my things and left the house. I didn’t care anymore if my mom didn’t want me to go. I was going to walk there; despite if my mom thought I was her baby still and needed looking after. I was going to show her, dad and even Yutaka, my brother.

The local mall wasn’t too far from my house. It was the Sibuya International Mall, and almost everyone went here. Yet as I entered the shopping precinct, I found it to be empty. I headed straight into the nearest clothing department, where I browsed through all the lines of clothing. I wasn’t too satisfied on what I saw, so I headed out.

“Maybe he’d like a chain?” I asked myself. Entering the shop, my eyes quickly found themselves at a boy wearing red. “Hiya, Takuya!” I ran to him as I hugged him dearly. Then I realized that Shinya was with him. “What’re you buying?”

“Uh… nothing really… just a present for Koji. You?” I struggled for an answer. I would’ve told Takuya my plan normally, but this time Shinya was with him. I decided to try Takuya’s medicine.

“Well, uh… yeah, I was getting a present for Koji, too.” I was very nervous, as I couldn’t help glance at Takuya’s brother. Every time I reminded myself to pull away, I drew back to him. This wasn’t fair at all. Why’d I have to be the one head over heels for him? I approached some of the glass panes of jewelry as I turned to Shinya. Takuya was looking at me with great sympathy.

I chose a silver chain, just like one that I wanted so much, only with a fire emblem at its end. I had wanted the one with and ice crystal. Everything among my favorites was related to blue and ice now, ever since I could become Kumamon. I liked my power to freeze things, but why’d we have to part from it so soon? I also took another silver chain, and hanging from it was a blue stopwatch. I got this as Koji’s present; just to make sure I wasn’t lying to Takuya. I paid my money as I left alone back home.

 

It was the evening usual: My mom and dad sitting beside each other at the dinner table, with Yutaka and I at their opposite side. We liked it this was, because mom and dad liked to converse… words and tongues. Yutaka shielded my eyes playfully as I would counteract in response. He had become much warmer to me ever since I stopped whining so much, and now I began to feel more important in our family.

But tonight was different. Mom had made her regular lasagna special, just the way that Yutaka liked it. Of course, I liked it that way too, but I called it his way to be humble. I would usually eat two plates full, as I would always say that I was a growing boy. Tonight was different. I could barely eat a spoon.

“Mom, I’m full.”

“But darling, you barely took even a fork out of it. Are you sure you are all right?” Physically, yes. Emotionally, no.

“I’m just not hungry. Can I be excused?” Without waiting for an answer, I ran upstairs to my room. I locked the door as I stared into a picture of Takuya and Shinya. Without thinking, I ran my tongue up the younger boy’s picture. Immediately my brother knocked on the door, snapping out of my trance. I hid the picture and opened the door.

“Hey,” Yutaka greeted, “I wanted to ask you something.”

“Well, I’ll see how I can answer it. Ask away.”

“How much are you in love with this person?” I started to freak out: he knew that I was in love with someone. What could I answer him?

“How could you tell?”

“It’s the signs I had when I was your age, Tommy. Trust me, I still do… even in college. So just tell me what’s wrong.” I began to explain it slowly, not wanting to say that I was gay.

“I really can’t stop thinking of… her.” I struggled to say her instead of him; I wouldn’t want to call my crush a girl. “I want to go for it, but I can’t.”

“Just clear your mind, bro.” I looked at him, who was smiling, “Clear your mind when you’re talking to her. Now you wanna finish dinner?” I raced him downstairs to the meal.

That night I ate three plates.

 

The sun shone through my eyes as I awoke that morning… or so I thought.

“Tommy, dear, go and get dressed. We’re headed for your friend Koji’s now!” I glanced at my alarm clock, which read 3:35 PM. I shot out of bed and dressed myself. I forgot to set my clock! But how had I slept until this late?

 

I was at the Minamoto abode as Zoe and JP were helping the final touches to the house. Koichi was distracting Koji from the house, and Takuya’s parents had told me that Takuya was at the mall. Shinya was already here, but I was afraid to talk to him. I guess he was too, for an odd reason.

I heard cheers at the door as my world drowned out around me. What could I say to Shinya? I was hoping to ask him out here, at Koji’s party. But having woken up so late, I had no time to think it out. I tried to think out what Shinya would be like when I gave him my gift. I took it out of my pocket and began to fondle with it. The chain was so smooth, flowing through the spaces between my fingers. I regained consciousness as Takuya flopped down beside me on the couch.

“How’re ya doing, buddy?” I had no idea on what to say.

“I, uh…” What could I tell Takuya? Then again, he was Shinya’s brother. If anyone knew if he liked me, it would be him. “Has Shinya mentioned me at all? I mean, what has he said about me?”

“Well…” Now it was his turn to become speechless. “I dunno. But to the reason I came here… Koji wanted you.” I sat surprised. Why would Koji want me?” I followed him anyways, as he led me to Koji. Takuya held my shoulders tight as we got to Koji. I gulped as Koji had Shinya. What were Takuya and Koji trying to do, hook us up? I appreciated it all the same, but… Koji and Takuya brought us face to face, standing beside us in case any of us wanted to back out.

“Uh…” started Shinya, “I wanted to ask you a question.”

“Okay…” I mumbled. I was excited on one part that he might be asking me out. But yet I was nervous on what I would say if he did.

“I wanted to ask… will you go out with me?”

“Huh?” I was shocked; maybe I hadn’t heard properly. Had he really asked to be my boyfriend?

“Like, you know… dating?” I had heard right. I got out of Takuya’s grasp and wrapped my arms around Shinya’s neck. I felt his skin under my mouth as I held him tired. I let go of him and met his eyes.

“I’d love to, Shinya.” I embraced him again as I led him to Koji’s room, which was currently unoccupied. I shut the door behind us. “I wanted to give you this.” I presented the chain that I still held in my hand. He gladly took it as he admired it.

“I have one for you, too.” I took his present as I gasped softly. At the end of it was the crystal I had always wanted. Its coating shone as I put it on.

“I’ll wear it forever. I really will.” I hugged him once more as we went to join the gift opening ‘ceremony’.

 

I was happy tonight. Both presents that I bought were adored. I was more than happy to thank Takuya and Koji again for tonight; I was even ready to tell Zoe and JP about it. I thanked them for their unhelpfulness, but I never told them that. I never told Koichi about anything, so all I did was spread the news: no thanks and such. Still, he didn’t seem surprised.

Now I was cuddling up to my new boyfriend in a single sleeping bag. The two of us fit into one alone, zipped up fully. I was warm and satisfied as we merely talked to each other.

“So ever since that last party you were in love with me?” I nodded.

“Yeah. I still found it funny how we had ended up buying the same type of chain.” He chuckled, as I shushed him up. I was trying to listen to Koji and Takuya. Koji was sobbing hard, as the two of us peeked at our environment. The sight was a little farfetched; Takuya was sitting on top of Koji, moving himself closer and away from Koji. Then I learned he was only trying to wake Koji up.

“Koji… come on, buddy, wake up!”

“Leave me alone!”

“I was just reacting, Koji. I wanted to say I love you too, but you turned me down…” Without warning, Takuya sifted his head into Koji’s shirt. I couldn’t suppress my giggles any longer. I let a laugh out.

“Shut up, Tommy, you’re a gay couple too…” I hushed up immediately.

“You know what?” I asked Shinya, “Perhaps we could prove that we are a gay couple.” He nodded before I pressed my mouth to his. I felt his warmth as we exchanged our saliva. No one was really in control at the moment, so I rolled onto him. This was our first time, and none of us had ever seen anything like it. So we based it upon what we knew. I felt his saliva down my chin as we continued to kiss. It wasn’t like a French kiss; it was between that and a peck on the cheek. His body heat was slowly taking over me as I took his shirt over his head. Now his bare back was visible. I did the same to his pants, so that now his underwear was showing. He was wearing those tight white underwear, so his bulge was easily visible. I played around with it for a while before unlocking it from his prison. It shot up like a catapult. My eyes blew up on his size. Seven was kinda large for someone his age.

I had seen Takuya do something with his own one day. It was in the Digital World, back at the dressing room of that Toucan Paradise. He was rubbing his hand up and down his shaft. Maybe I could do the same to him? I took hold of Shinya’s rod and clenched it tightly. Then I forcefully brought it downwards. I did the same upwards. I heard him screaming, and it sounded of pleasure to me. As I thrust my hands downward again, he jerked his lower body upwards. To my surprise, he sent a small amount of an odd white substance into the air. I swallowed it as it landed, not wanting to leave a mess. It didn’t smell like pee, and it definitely tasted better than it. I gulped it down, as I lay on his warm chest.

“That’s not fair,” whined Shinya, “You need to strip down too!” Figuring it was the only way to sleep with Shinya, I did so. “Tommy, I wonder. How do gay guys have sex? They both have rods, you know.”

“I can show you.” I had read it off Yutaka’s college papers one day. I flipped over and found his anus. I took my tongue and poked it in and out. I was providing a lubrication, because I had no idea where in the Minamoto residence it would be. He moaned, but that was before I replaced it with my cock. He yelped in pain, so I just left it in that position.

“It feels weird. You can continue, if you want.” I nodded as I began to thrust and withdraw. I noticed that Takuya and Koji were asleep. My treatment continued until I spread my oozing liquid into him. I flipped him around again as he rolled on top of me. He cuddled up to my chest as I embraced him. He rolled off me as we slept side-by-side, sleepiness taking the both of us…

 

I hope it’s not too bad. These lemons are surprisingly harder to type than before. I guess it’s the lack of Digimon fighting. Oh well, I needed a break from combat stories. So any questions, corrections, and requests (Look at that idiot Zakuyoe, trying to make a Request Series) should go to… [Address at bottom]

~Zakuyoe

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