Well, my 20th lemon, and wouldn’t you know that it is a request?
This one is for CGRascal, who inspired me with his wish for a story about a guy and his crush…ah…sweetness J
This one is called, ‘Intent’
The hero of the story’s name is Neil. But he doesn’t like to be called that, because a lot of people call him Ceej. No one really knows why, not even him. But it is better than Neil.
He moved to
Ceej was walking down the hallway towards his last class of the day. The clock on the wall said . He was most likely going to be late. He heard his nickname being called over the voices of the other kids.
“Ceej! Where are ya?” A head, about 3 inches above most the others, appeared. “Ceej!”
“Steve, what are you doing? We are gonna be late.” Ceej replied. “It isn’t that hard to spot me, I’m six feet tall.”
“I know I know, listen. We got a party to go tonight.” Steve was the only other American kid who went to this school.
“A party? I don’t want to…I need some sleep.” Ceej yawned lightly.
“Jun will be there.”
Ceej’s eyes instantly lit up. “Jun?”
“Yeah…well, meet me at the train station, k?” Steve ran off, the halls now empty because the good students were in class already.
“Jun…” He blushed a little. Jun…wow…maybe…maybe I can talk to her…maybe she will fall in love with me…no, wait, isn’t that a bit fast?
While he was thinking, someone approached him from behind. Swiftly and silently she approached. She tapped him on the left shoulder and stepped to his right side.
Ceej turned his head to the left, as she had expected. She then spoke. “Hey…why were you just saying my name?”
“Jun! I…well…uh…”
“Well, there is a party tonight…”
“Yeah, I know.” Ceej sweatdropped.
“You knew? Okay then. Look for me there, k?” Jun winked at him and skipped away, in her own klutzy style.
“Jun…wow…” He stood there, agape. The bell rang. “Oh shit…” He ran towards his classroom, and the door was slammed shut in front of him, locked immediately. The teacher sneered at him and stepped outside the room, ready to question his tardiness.
“Where were you?”
“I was talking to someone.” He had learned not to try and lie.
“Who was it? I want their name.” The teacher snarled.
“I was talking to myself, sir.” He stood there for a moment, looking down on him.
“Strange boy…get in there.” The teacher waved him in.
“Yes Sir.” He stepped in, took his place in class, his thoughts still on Jun. A goofy smile broke his face.
**********
Well, it’s party time! To use an old cliché. The feeling all day was that of nervousness. He was looking forward to see Jun all day. And the time had finally come.
They had just stepped into the door, and Ceej had already abandoned Steve to look for Jun. He was asking anyone he could find if they knew where Jun was. Steve tried to help, but Ceej had everyone pretty much covered. He rested for a moment, as he started to get dizzy.
“Ceej, slow down, you’re going to have an attack…” Steve gave him some water.
He downed the water, then threw the cup aside. “Where is she…I want to see her so badly…something might happen…”
“Like what?”
“Maybe I’ll get a feel or something…maybe dance with her.” Ceej sighed.
“Calm down, or you will scare her away.”
“I’m more worried about me being too boring.”
“Oh c’mon…just find out what she likes, and play off that.”
“Yeah…I know…” Ceej thought of him and Jun dancing a slow dance, his arm around her waist and her chest against his. He sighed happily. His hope made it seem like Jun was right there ready to take his hand.
“Well…I am going to go find a girl. It will be harder since I don’t have a girl looking for me…” Steve walked away full of angst.
Ceej changed his plan. He shouted at the top of his lungs, “WHERE ARE YOU?”
The entire room went silent. A brave girl said, “Where is who?”
“Jun Motomiya.”
“She is upstairs…are you Ceej?”
The party had started up again, so Ceej went to her. “Yeah.”
“She told me to tell you to go upstairs, but not a minute before 8:30.”
“Okay…” He glanced at his watch. “8:12…” Ceej sat down next to the girl.
“Why is she upstairs?”
“You mean you don’t know?”
“No, should I?”
She covered her mouth with slight amusement. “Well, what do you think she is doing?”
“I don’t know…I don’t want to guess…” Ceej looked impatient.
“Well…” She looked at the stairs. “She isn’t proud of it…”
“Tell me!” Ceej stood up.
“Go see for yourself…” She pointed to them.
Steve sat next to the girl. “So…how ya doing?”
Ceej stomped up the stairs, and found 3 doors. Two of them had neckties on the doorknob.
He went to the door with no tie on it, and opened it slowly. He could hear a soft, whimpering sound inside, as if someone were crying. The room was empty and dark, save a bed and a lone figure in it.
Ceej swallowed. “Hello?” He said nervously.
“Who is there…?” A voice said, soft and choked with tears.
“It’s Ceej…are you okay?”
“Ceej…don’t come any closer…” The figure slumped into the darkness.
“Jun…?”
“Don’t come near me...don’t look at me…” Jun was crying very hard, trying not to show it.
“Jun, what’s wrong?” Ceej kneeled next to her. He could faintly see the outline of her face, tears streaming down her cheeks.
She turned away from him. “Don’t look at me…please…go away…”
“Why? What’s wrong?” Ceej reached out to turn her over, but felt bare skin, warm and smooth to the touch.
Jun sighed deeply. “I…I don’t want to say…” Jun seemed to calm down after Ceej touched her.
Ceej was still surprised from touching bare flesh instead of clothing. “Jun…are you naked under there?”
“Yeah…” She turned to him, and reached over, and turned on a lamp with a soft light. “Ceej…please don’t be mad at me…” Her eyes shined with tears. She was only covered with a thin blanket.
Ceej blushed furiously. “Jun…why are you naked?”
“Well…the only way I can get a boy to like me is if…well…” Jun closed her eyes. “I’m a slut Ceej…” She started to cry like she was before. “No boy can like me unless my body is theirs…and even then they don’t even try to like me…”
Ceej wanted to hug her to make her feel better, but was nervous about her being naked. “Jun…could you put some clothes on?”
Jun looked up at him. “Don’t you want to fuck me first?”
Ceej’s eyes went very wide. “Jun! I…”
“Don’t be ashamed…I know boys like my body…you have always been nice to me…” Jun sat up and turned around, so that her butt was in the air and her head down low. “Only in the ass though…”
Ceej swallowed his spit. His mouth watered, his body shook. His body was all ready to go, but his mind and his heart held him back. It went something like this.
The brain says, “If you are nice to her more, then you will get to feel it more often!”
The body replies, “But she is right there, practically begging you!”
The heart responds, “But it isn’t right, she doesn’t love you…”
He looked at her, his body having a slight advantage over him. “Jun, are you sure?”
“I want you to…go ahead…I’m all yours…” Jun shook her rear a little to grab his attention.
Ceej got onto the bed, behind Jun, getting a perfect view of her behind. For such a thin girl she had a perfect posterior, round and smooth. He reached out to touch it, and his mind suddenly took control over his body. “Jun…I can’t…”
Jun shook her head. “I’m all yours…” Jun looked away from him, and grabbed the sheet under her, readying herself for the initial penetration.
His body won back control. He touched her ass, feeling it curiously, pinching it slightly then rubbing it, savoring the firmness and smoothness of it. It was the sort of perfection that only came with teenaged girls, and even then it was extremely rare. Jun whimpered slightly, and, hearing this, his body weakened and his heart took over. “Jun…I really can’t…I’ve always thought you were beautiful…and I admit I do want to…but…”
Jun looked back at him. “What?”
“But I can’t…it is obvious you don’t want me to…I will be your friend if you want me to be.”
Jun looked down for a moment, as if not understanding. “Oh my god…what am I doing…” Jun immediately hid her body under the covers. “Ceej…”
“That’s better.” He lay next to Jun, the blanket still between him and her. “Why do you feel that you have to let a boy have sex with you to get him to like you?”
Jun closed her eyes and sobbed a little. “No one likes me really…they only want to use me…” She looked into Ceej’s eyes. “Even when I look at you, and remember what you did…my heart is still telling me that you only want me for my body…”
“I could never…you don’t love me…” Ceej said this slowly, as if realizing what he said was true for the first time.
Jun looked away. “My heart still doesn’t believe you…are you sure you don’t want to fuck me? I’m all yours…”
“I think your heart needs a break from its pain…c’mon. Let’s get you dressed.” Ceej got off the bed and found her clothes down there. A short skirt and a belly shirt. “Here.” He handed them to her, and she put them on quickly under the covers.
Ceej looked at her eyes, still red from the tears. “Are you okay?”
Jun looked at him, hesitating to get out of bed. “Are you sure you don’t want to fuck me?”
“Yes, I’m sure. Well…only if you really want me to.” He wondered if his Japanese was good enough for her to understand his intentions. All of him hoped that she would.
Jun looked out the corner of her eye, considering. “Well…I do want you to be happy…but…you do make a good point…but…I don’t want to be alone anymore…I want someone to hold me and not care if I want to put out or not…” Jun looked at him, with hope in her eyes.
“Jun…are you coming?” Ceej went to her and took her hand. Realizing what he had just done, he tried to pull it away, but Jun hung onto it.
“Give me a minute…I can’t walk for awhile…”
“Why...? Oh…” Ceej looked at her, it was obvious she was ashamed of herself.
Jun looked down and a few more tears came out. “About 5 minutes before you came in…another boy finished with me…he was the 18th boyfriend I’ve had this year…”
Ceej looked at her. “It’s March…”
“Yeah…I know…” Jun looked at him. “Would you take me out on a date?”
Ceej was totally surprised. “Well…uh…sure…how bout now?”
Jun nodded. “As soon as I can walk…” Jun lay down on the bed. “Don’t be shy…you touched my butt, it’s okay to be on a bed with me.”
Ceej hesitated, then sat next to her, still holding her hand. “Jun…would it be weird if I said this is what I wanted to happen tonight?”
Jun looked at him for a moment, sensing truth in his words. “I’d bet you’ve been wanting to touch my butt for awhile, haven’t you?”
“What makes you say that?”
“Tell me the truth…” Jun smiled mischievously.
“Yes…for a long time…” Ceej blushed deeply.
Jun saw he was embarrassed. “Don’t be blushing…you saw me naked, and I’m not blushing.”
“Really?”
Jun suddenly got a seductive look in her eyes. She turned to Ceej. “What do you want to do…” She ran a finger on his chest.
Ceej was paralyzed. He couldn’t move.
“Nothing…aw…darn…” Jun kissed him on the cheek.
“What was that for?” Ceej blushed again.
“I love doing that…but mostly whenever I do it, the boy tells me to bend over…but you aren’t like that…I know you are different…” Jun clung to him. “Please let me be right…”
“I’ll do my best.” Ceej held her closer. She was very fun to hug.
Jun smiled and broke the embrace. “Come on…I can walk now.” Jun stood up, looked dizzy for a moment, and then looked at him. “Come on…I want you to tell me about America while you get me some food…I’m hungry.”
Ceej smiled and stood up, not letting her hand go. “Playing hard to get?”
“Yeah…better than easy to get.” Jun winked and led him out of the room. They went down stairs.
Everyone stared at them. Jun looked down, as if ashamed again. Ceej followed her, and saw this, and got mad. “What the hell are you all looking at?”
“Look, he got the slut…” A drunken voice called. Another said, “Thanks for the fuck Jun, best fuck ever…” Laughter spread across the room.
Jun started to cry. “I hate myself…Ceej…why would you want me?” She was shaking, tears flowing like a stream. These comments had hit her deeply.
Ceej hugged her, not caring what everyone else thought. “Let’s go…”
Jun looked up at him, and rested her head on his shoulder. “I…”
“Hey Steve!” He called out in English. Steve immediately replied.
“You found her eh? Good job man.”
“We’re leaving…” He called out again.
Jun seemed interested in the English. “What did you tell Steve?”
“I told him I found my treasure and I want to leave to be with her more.” With this, he made his way towards the door, getting insults shouted at them and various remarks shot aimed to kill there self esteem. Especially Jun’s.
They finally reached the door to the outside, left the party, and waited for Steve to get out.
“Ceej…thank you for defending me…” Jun hugged him, her face turning red with embarrassment. “No boy ever really did that for me before…”
“It was nothing…” Ceej held her close. This is going very fast…but…it feels right. He looked down on Jun, who was rubbing her cheek against his shoulder. Much better than I thought… “Jun?”
“Yeah…?” Jun stopped rubbing her cheek against him and listened.
“Where do you want to eat?”
Just then, Steve spoke and surprised them both. “Hey, let’s get some distance you two.”
Ceej and Jun looked at each other, and broke the embrace quickly, laughing, being sort of embarrassed.
The girl that had warned Ceej earlier was there too. “Jun…how did it go?”
“With who…?” Jun looked down.
“You know…” She motioned something, then took Jun aside. They started whispering.
Steve looked at them. “That one…her name is Sachi. She’s a real cutie…don’t ya think?”
“Not as cute as Jun…” Ceej sighed happily.
“What did you two do up there anyway?”
“Uh…nothing…” Ceej blushed.
“Yeah…I’d bet.” Steve slapped him on the back. “You fucked her didn’t you?”
“No…I would never do that…not this early.” Ceej went serious. “Jun is very sensitive about it…”
“Oh, alright.” Steve bowed and apologized.
The girls where back now. Sachi said, “Okay, we are ready.” Jun’s eyes were teared up.
Ceej took charge. “Let’s go to this noodle place I know…best noodles ever.”
Jun protested. “Actually…I’m not hungry…maybe that date can wait…I kind of want to go home.” She said sadly.
Ceej looked at Steve, who nodded. “Alright Jun…can I walk you home?”
Jun brightened up. “Would you? The streets are awfully scary this late…” It was around 8:45.
Ceej nodded and took her hand. Jun wanted more than that and clung to him, hanging off his arm and keeping close. Ceej had no complaints. They started to head for Jun’s house.
Steve took Sachi’s hand and led her back into the party. “Well…if they are going home, let’s go back in.”
“Yeah…lets.” Sachi giggled and held onto Steve like Jun was on Ceej.
An hour or so passed.
Sachi and Steve were still partying…and Sachi was a little more relaxed…I’ll let your imagination pick that one up.
However, Jun and Ceej were still walking home. Ceej had just noticed something very important.
“Jun…”
“Yeah…?” Jun smiled up at him. She was still in the same position as she was before.
“We’ve been down this street before.”
“You sure?”
“Yeah…you have been walking us in circles, haven’t you?”
Jun suddenly stopped him and stood up straight. “Oh damn it…”
Ceej couldn’t help but laugh. “So…where do you really live?”
Jun pointed to a building across the street. “Over there…”
Ceej facefaulted. “Jun…”
“What…I wanted to spend more time with you.” Jun blushed deeply, looking down a little.
Ceej blushed too. “Well…I guess you have to go home…”
“Yeah…my brother is up there looking at me.” Jun waved to a boy on the balcony. “Well…I’ll see you at school tomorrow, okay?” With this, Jun gave him a quick kiss on the cheek and ran across the street, giggling and waving.
Ceej waved back and blushed. “She kissed me…” He walked away with his hand on his cheek, wondering why she had.
**********
Jun opened her front door and walked into her house. The boy who was on the balcony called to her.
“About time you got home…wait…you are always much later than this.” The boy pouted.
“Oh…shut up and leave me alone Daisuke!” Jun stuck her tongue out at him.
“I know where that tongue has been!” Daisuke laughed and earned himself a nice hard backhand.
“Shut the fuck up!” Jun smiled.
“Okay okay…” Daisuke went back out the balcony.
Jun sighed and went into her room. On the walls there were many pictures of bishounen, those legendary anime males with feminine faces and long hair and weapons bigger than themselves, real life supermodel males, just about any attractive male you could think of was on her wall. She had turned them all so that they all faced her bed. She smiled and took out a small black book and marked a name out of it, then wrote down ‘Ceej’ as best she could in English. She spelled it ‘Cig’
“There…maybe number 19 will love me and be everything I want in a man…” Jun giggled and put her book away.
“Now…what to do…what to do…” Jun looked at herself in a mirror. “Do you think Ceej will be the same as he was tonight tomorrow?”
She nodded. “Yeah…of course he will. He isn’t like the other boys…” She rubbed her bottom a little, still in a bit of pain. She felt a sudden stirring inside her. “Oh…oh my…”
She looked at her reflection again. “You like this feeling don’t you?”
Jun nodded, replying to her own question. “Yeah…I do…” Jun fell back onto her bed and rubbed her own sides with the tips of her fingers. “Oh…ah…” She kept this motion up a little to keep the feeling inside her going.
“Now…who should I look at…” She scanned all of her posters, looking for just the right guy to touch herself to. “Hmm…” She couldn’t find anyone who stirred her up more.
Jun sat up. “Ceej…maybe…” She felt a tremor within her, the fire growing more intense. “Ceej…” Jun fell back down, rubbing her breasts vigorously, right through the small top she had on. “Oh Ceej…”
She looked at herself in the reflection again. “You are such a dirty girl…”
“I know I am…I am a dirty girl…” Jun smiled and moaned a bit louder to his name. “Ceej…please…” Jun closed her eyes and imagined Ceej groping her, feeling her all over and loving every moment of it. The imaginary Ceej pulled her top up to her shoulders and rubbed the erect nipple very softly, only wanting Jun to be in ecstasy.
She was now strawberry red, almost shouting. “Oh Ceej…” Jun fiddled under her bed, keeping one hand on her chest and pulled out an egg style vibrator.
“Oh Ceej…give it to me!” She turned on the vibrator and rubbed her nipples with it, almost knocking the wind out of her. Jun felt her skirt beginning to dampen from her lack of panties, and she moved it down to her slit, pushing it inside.
“Oh Ceej!” Jun fell forward, letting the vibrator do it’s work. She lay like that for awhile, wiggling, crying out, almost going the whole way and shoving something inside her deeply, but ultimately just coming several times to Ceej’s name. “Ceej…”
A few hours later, Jun was done. She pulled the vibrator out and wiped it off and put it back in its place, got under her covers and smiled. “Ceej…please don’t be like all the others and leave…” Phew…I almost broke my insides…oh Ceej…please…please stay with me… She pleaded with the image.
The imaginary Ceej didn’t leave; he stayed there all night and held her close, keeping her warm and cozy.
**********
The next day at school, Jun and Ceej had arranged for their date. It was now that time, the day after yesterday, at the same time, 8 pm.
Ceej was at the appointed place, a small fast food restaurant. They decided to meet there because it was an expensive trip to get to one house or the other.
He had ordered some soda and was eagerly waiting for her. When she finally did come, 15 minutes late, she looked really tired.
“Sorry I’m late…” Jun apologized and slumped into the chair across from him. “I had to finish my homework, and then the subway was crowded…please don’t…”
Ceej interrupted. “I was beginning to worry that you weren’t coming…” Ceej took her hand and squeezed it tightly.
Jun blushed. “You aren’t mad?” She said this with some disbelief.
“No…I’m just happy to see you.” Ceej kissed her hand very softly. Jun giggled.
“You are such a gentleman…but…in public?”
“Why…does it make you uncomfortable?” Ceej looked around. No one was watching them.
“No boy has ever been polite to me…especially not in public…” Jun looked down at their hands. Her eyes began to water. “Ceej…”
“I’m sorry…” Ceej reached for a handkerchief, but Jun stopped him.
“I’m happy Ceej…you are the first one to treat me so good…” Jun got up and hugged him tightly. “Well…the weatherman said it was going to rain tonight. Let’s get to our date soon, k?”
“Yeah…” Ceej chugged the rest of his soda. “Oh…damn…did you want one?” Ceej asked.
“No thanks, I’m not thirsty.” Jun nodded. “So, where are we going?” He actually asked me…wow…I must be so pathetic to have this be exciting, getting offered a soda. Ceej…
“To the movies…which one do you want to see?”
“Doesn’t matter…I just want to sit next to you.” Jun giggled and took his hand. “Let’s go…well…Ceej?”
“Yeah?” He said solemnly.
“There is one movie…I want to watch ‘The Roses of Time.’”
Ceej stood there for a moment, in awe. “What is that one about?”
“C’mon Ceej…” Jun tugged on his arm a little, and they both went to the theater.
**********
Well, at the movie…
“Ceej…” Jun was lost in his embrace. She was lying down, her head on his lap, watching the movie. Ceej was rubbing her neck a little.
“Jun…” Ceej continued to rub her neck very very gently, just as her dream had made him do.
Jun had dragged him to one of those chick flicks. But he hadn’t watched a bit, he was more concerned about Jun. Ceej bent down and kissed her cheek lightly.
“Jun…don’t you think this is weird?”
“What is?” Jun had a hint of fear in her voice.
“This…I love it…but…well…people are staring.”
“Let them stare…” Jun smiled and cried out as one of the characters in the movie fell off a cliff. “No!!!”
“Jun…how much longer?”
“Don’t complain…” Jun took her words back. “I mean, if you want to leave, let’s leave…it’s okay with me.”
Ceej looked down at her. “It’s okay…I know you want to watch this.”
Jun looked down. “Wow…” I feel special…like I’m the only girl in here… “Thanks Ceej…”
**********
After the movie, Ceej and Jun were eating the leftovers of their movie theater meal. Yummy.
“This stuff is disgusting…” Jun threw away a box of caramel corn.
Just then, a thunderclap was heard, loud enough to scare anyone. Ceej and Jun clung to each other. After a moment, the two teens realized what they were doing, and broke the embrace nervously.
“Ceej…will you walk me home?”
“Of course…what sort of boyfriend would I be if I didn’t?” Ceej offered his hand to her and she took it graciously.
Jun blushed. “Ceej…”
They stepped outside the theater. It had grown darker, and it was raining heavily. Thunder and lightning made the environment exciting, with a sense of danger in it. Jun clung tighter to Ceej.
“Jun, my house is just over there…” He pointed to a building about half a block down. “Do you want to go there?”
Jun looked around and sighed. Oh no…his house…I hope…no…I knew he was too good to be true…he wants to fuck me…that’s all he wants to do…why can’t I find a nice man…
Ceej interrupted her thoughts. “You can call your house then…or I could walk you to the station…but I don’t have anymore money…”
Maybe I misjudged him…but…Ceej…you confuse me so much…what do you want with me… Jun was visibly shaking, almost crying. “No…”
Ceej looked at her. “Are you alright?”
Jun shook her head. “Do you want to fuck me Ceej?”
Ceej’s eyes bulged. “I…I…well…Jun…I don’t think…well…” Ceej looked around nervously. “Jun…why do you keep asking me that?”
Jun was amazed. “I knew it…you don’t want to use me, do you? You wouldn’t be so nervous right now…” Jun sighed and hugged him closer.
Ceej was still confused, but liked the hugging. “Okay then…so do you want me to walk you home?”
“No…let’s go to your house…I trust you.” Jun held his hand tightly and pulled him.
“Okay…okay…” Ceej followed her, then went by her side. “Jun…”
“Yeah…”
“What did you think I wanted you to come over for?”
“Oh nothing…” Jun smiled mischievously. Phew…
They arrived at the door of the apartment building. Ceej opened the door for her, and she stepped inside quickly.
They were both drenched. Jun’s shirt was no exception, and this was Ceej’s current point of attention. Jun had worn a white shirt. They were quite obvious.
Jun saw this. She immediately covered them. “Hey…you perv…” Jun smiled.
Ceej turned red. “Jun…I wasn’t…”
“Never mind…the elevator is here.” Jun stepped in. “Hurry up…”
Ceej stepped inside as well. What did she mean when she said she trusts me…I don’t think that…well…I don’t know.
**********
After the long elevator ride, they were in his house. Jun was on the couch, wrapped up in a blanket to keep warm. She had shed her wet shirt and taken one of Ceej’s shirts.
“Ceej…thanks for the blanket…it’s really warm…”
“No problem…do you want some more tea?” Being a gracious host, he had already served her some tea and cookies.
Jun munched on one of the cookies and smiled, but her heart was heavy with worry. What if he has been lying…please…Ceej…don’t be like them…I’m here…I’d do anything for you…but…don’t force me…
Ceej sat on the floor next to her, taking a cookie and eating it. They looked at each other nervously. “Did you want to go home?”
“Not now…it’s good for now.” Jun looked into her tea.
“It’s not poison you know…” Ceej winked at her, and drank from his cup deeply. “It’s good…see?”
Jun smiled and drank some of hers. “You know Ceej…I’ve liked this time more than any other I’ve had with a boy…” Jun took her blanket off and sat on the ground next to him.
Ceej looked at her. She was scooting closer to him, sitting next to him.
“Ceej…have you ever kissed a girl before?”
“Once…it wasn’t too much…simple, not too deep…” Ceej looked at her nervously.
Jun picked up his tea and put it up on the table, then sat before him on her knees and kissed him on the cheek. Jun smiled and giggled. “Want to practice?” Jun pushed him down on his back and straddled him, leaning over and kissing him very deeply, poking his lips with her tongue till they opened, then having their tongues play with each other. She moaned into the kiss and took his hands and squeezed them tightly, still kissing him expertly.
Ceej panicked, almost resisted but immediately submitted to her, taking the kiss and loving every moment of it. Her soft tongue felt and tasted wonderful. Her breath was sweet and tasted like the soda she had had during the movie. He never wanted it to end, so he took one hand and held her head closer, finally coming out of his shell and being a little forward. He rolled onto his side, taking her with him and they laid there for a long time, kissing each other, feeling each other all over.
Jun finally put an end to it. “Ceej…”
Ceej stopped kissing her for a moment. “Yeah?”
“Am I everything you want in a girl?”
“Yeah…” Ceej kissed her again.
“Phew…” Jun smiled and pushed him aside. Another crash of thunder sounded and she jumped. “I need to call home…” She headed for the telephone and dialed home.
Ceej excused himself to the bathroom and began play with himself. He came rather quickly, cleaned it up, and sat for a moment, then flushed the toilet to mask what he had been doing. He exited the bathroom and saw her back on the couch in the blanket and sipping more tea.
“What did your parents say?” Ceej asked.
“They said not to chance it and stay here…” She looked around nervously. “Is it okay with you?”
Ceej nearly choked. His voice cracked even. “Yeah…it’s alright…” Ceej covered his mouth.
Jun giggled a little. “It is late…is there a bed I can sleep in?”
“Yeah…you can sleep in my bed…” Ceej looked nervous.
“Where will you sleep?” Jun stood up and folded up the blanket.
“I’ll sleep out here…” Ceej went to her and looked at her nervously. “Jun…I…”
“Yeah Ceej?” Jun gave him a hopeful look.
“…Er…Good night…” Ceej sweatdropped.
Jun looked down, as if confused, then said, “Yeah…good night.” Jun walked into the hallway and looked into all the doors, found one that looked like a boy’s room and went inside it.
She looked around, and went to work looking through his drawers for things. She found what she wanted under his bed. She opened it up and read a few pages.
Unfortunately, it was all in English. She couldn’t read one word of it. But she did find a few pages with him practicing different symbols. Some were very well written, but some of them were just atrocious. “He is doing pretty good for an American.” Jun whispered to herself.
She looked at the bed. It was very well made. “Hey…” She sat on it, bounced a little, and then flopped down on it, almost instantly falling asleep.
Meanwhile, Ceej was still in the living room.
“She is in my room…” Ceej paced nervously. “What if she reads my journal…wait…it’s in English. Phew…” Ceej sighed.
He paced some more, looked at the couch. “I should sleep too…god I hate storms…” Ceej took off all his clothes save his boxers, put them aside neatly and got under the blanket. “Night Jun…” He said quietly, then waiting for sleep to come and tuck him in.
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Lightning flashed. Thunder sounded like dynamite. The rain came down in freezing tumults in the pitch black, save when the lightning lit it up. And even then, it was still very very dark. Jun cried out, running in any direction she could, and a lightning bolt struck right in front of her. She tripped, fell in the darkness, and didn’t hit the ground. She didn’t stop, just kept going and falling to what seemed her demise.
Her eyes snapped open, and cried out in terror. Jun grasped the blanket under her and whimpered. She looked around and sighed with relief. “Thank goodness…” Jun sighed. She was wet all over from cold sweat from her nightmare. I normally get my teddy bear…but I’m not there… She looked at the door. Maybe Ceej will be my teddy bear…I don’t think he is ready for that…am I ready for that? She put her hand on her crotch and sighed a little. I’ve never had sex in there before…wait…what makes me think I want sex… She remembered the night before. Ceej…you are so innocent, so sweet…you wouldn’t ever make me do something…it’s up to me I guess… She shook her head, as if trying to clear her mind. What do I wear…I can’t sleep with my shirt on…well, not if I am under a blanket. She took her shirt off, revealing her white lacy bra. It held her breasts tightly, making them squish a little, but they were quite nice otherwise. She put her shirt aside and shivered slightly. I’m cold…oh…the window is open… She got up and shut the window as quiet as she could. What about my pants…I’m in a skirt…Jun wiggled it off of her, letting it fall.
She went out the door and into the hallway. It was dark, save the lightning and the small light on the oven in the kitchen. She stepped quietly in her underwear to the couch where Ceej was sleeping. I shouldn’t wake him…but if I try to get in there with him, he’ll wake up…but…I want him to want me there…maybe if I woke him up slowly… Jun sat on the floor next to Ceej’s couch and ran a hand through his hair. “Wake up my angel…”
Ceej didn’t respond immediately. He finally woke after a few minutes, and his eyes were half closed. “Who’s there?”
“It’s me…Ceej.” Jun said gently, not wanting to startle him. “I’m scared of the storm…can I sleep in there with you?”
Ceej yawned. “Of course…” He didn’t realize what he was doing.
Jun slipped under the blanket with him and hugged him from behind, pressing her chest against him and kissing his cheek. “Thanks Ceej…”
Ceej turned and reversed the roles; now he was holding her from behind.
Jun didn’t fall asleep. She was feeling too many things. She loved this feeling, having a man’s arms around her, feeling his chest rise and fall as he breathed. She had never felt so warm in her entire life, so safe, so secure. She began to cry, not of sorrow as she normally did when she had a boy like this, but tears of joy. She had a nice, kind, gentle man, the kind she had always wanted.
Jun felt her heartbeat faster and faster. She tried to fall asleep, but she just couldn’t. She wanted to tell Ceej how she felt, but she didn’t want to bother him anymore.
Ceej gasped. He finally realized what position he was in. Ceej had the girl he wanted in his arms, in her bra and panties, and he knew she would do whatever he asked. His manhood began to harden. He tried to stop it, but it was too late.
Jun felt the pressure on her back and looked back at him. “Ceej…are you awake?”
“Yes…how could I sleep with you right here?” A thunderclap sounded, and Jun squeaked and turned, hugging him tightly.
Ceej looked at her. “Are you alright?”
“I had a bad dream…” Jun hugged him closer.
“I know…” Ceej was desperately trying to ignore her breasts being pressed against him.
“It was horrible…I fell…it was dark and cold…” Another thunderclap sounded. She cried out in fright. “Hold me closer Ceej…please…”
Ceej held her as close as he could. He was concerned about three things; one being that every part of her was now being pressed against him, and very hard too. Secondly, he was worried that his parents would come home and find him there with her. Lastly, he was concerned about himself, because he was afraid of the storm as well. Every time the thunder had sounded, he had jumped too; it was hidden well because it distracted Jun as well. But mostly he was worried about him being able to stay big and brave in her eyes. If he was going to look brave, he needed to calm down.
But then the big one hit.
It sounded as if dynamite had gone off in the room. Both Ceej and Jun screamed and held each other closer, both shivering and Jun had started to cry a little.
Ceej tried desperately to hide his fear and comfort her. “It’s okay Jun…I’m here to protect you…” He said with a shaky voice.
Jun held him and cried some more. “Ceej…” She was shaking violently. She wanted Ceej to hold her close, and this was happening. After she realized this, she calmed down a little.
Ceej felt her start to calm down. “It’s okay…” He rubbed the back of her head soothingly.
“Thanks Ceej…” She looked into his eyes. “I know you are scared too…let me calm your fears…” She kissed him very softly, making sure not to startle him. “Have you ever had sex Ceej?”
“I…er…yeah…of course I have.” He lied. He had already been pinned with the fear of thunder.
Jun smiled. “You’re lying to me…it’s not good to lie to the girl who’s going to give you her innocence…” Jun’s expression turned to that of a seductive girl that wants nothing more than to procreate.
“Well…I know what to do and what not to do…” Ceej defended. He then realized what she had said. “Jun…don’t you think…”
“I know what you are thinking Ceej…and I’m sure…I’ll never regret this…I know you are the one…” Jun kissed him again, trying to stir his loins.
“Jun…” Ceej flopped back, not believing the words. “Jun…do you love me?”
Jun turned her head away, and looked as if concentrating. She looked into his eyes. “I’m not sure…what does it feel like?”
Ceej thought for a moment. “I don’t know either…”
Jun had had enough. “Well Ceej…maybe we will soon.” She rolled him onto his back and straddled his waist. “I know how to please a man…”
Ceej nodded. “I’d bet…”
“I never let a boy fuck me in the…pussy…because…that is mine to give…they can have my asshole…but I want you to have my most prized possession…” Jun laid down on him, kissing him very softly on the neck and rubbing her crotch against his belly.
Ceej moaned softly, putting his hands on her back and rubbing softly. He thought about taking her bra off. So he tried. He put his hand on it to find out what kind it was; luckily it was a hook bra and would come off easily. He parted the hooks quickly and lowered the straps down. Jun was still kissing, as if not noticing. Ceej rubbed the newly exposed flesh, it being slightly warmer than the rest. She was so soft and so so perfectly smooth. He couldn’t have made her better himself.
Jun looked up at him, kissing his lips gently. “Am I going too quickly?”
“No…not at all Jun.” Ceej pulled her bra off her and threw it aside. Jun was impressed.
“Wow, I didn’t even feel you take it off…” Jun was blushing considerably now.
Ceej pushed her up and sat up and sat her on his lap. Ceej kissed her neck very firmly, licking and sucking oh so lightly as he broke contact. He rubbed the middle of her back, remembering tales from people that a girl could be instantly turned on by finding the right spot. He was rewarded with a moan and a small kiss on the neck, mimicking his own style.
Jun smiled and sat up. “Let’s go to your bedroom…the couch is too small.” Jun picked up her bra and went in there. Ceej stayed behind for a moment.
Oh god oh god oh god…what am I gonna do what am I gonna do! Ceej was shaking, but a thunderclap made him run to the room. Jun was already there, ready for him on his bed. She was sitting on her knees, legs apart. She smiled at him.
“I’m over here…” Jun said quietly.
“Jun…” Ceej sat in front of her. They were eye to eye. “Mind if I light a few candles?”
“No…please.” Jun cooed and laid down.
Ceej fished around for a match and lit it, found a big red candle and lit it. Then he took the big candle and light a few more. He then arranged them around the room so the room was full of an erotic glow. They gave off a slight cinnamon scent. After this, he laid back down with her and kissed her on the neck some more.
Jun felt her fires going again, although this time they were much more intense. She looked up at him, almost with a look of desperation. “Ceej…touch my breasts…please…” She pushed her chest up to make them look bigger.
Ceej smiled and nodded, but looked down at them nervously. “Alright…I’ll do my best…” He put one hand on each and rubbed them as gently as he could, moving them in slight circles. They weren’t big breasts, but they were just the right size, not too small, not too big. He looked up at Jun. Her eyes were closed, and she was breathing heavily, slowly opening and closer her mouth. “Does it feel good Jun?”
Jun could only nod, she was in a trance.
He started to concentrate more on her breasts now. The mounds of flesh bobbled slightly as he rubbed them together. Jun cooed at this. Ceej decided to go deeper and started to lick her very hard nipple, the right one. He used his now free right hand to play with her hair a little, and his left hand started to pinch and tease the left one.
Jun finally let a moan escape and sighed with total relaxation. She had never been in such bliss before. But something in her mind bugged her, about her virginity. It is supposed to hurt a lot…how is it possible? This feels so…ah! At the ‘ah’ Ceej had begun sucking on her nipple like he was trying to drink from it. He bit it very softly and sucked. Jun convulsed with pleasure, almost like she has just come.
“Oh…Ceej…thank you…” Jun finally opened her eyes. She put her hands on his head and moved it from her tit. “It’s my turn…I want to play with you…” Jun sat up and put him on his back. She sat on his crotch, rubbing it slightly with her very moist pussy; her panties were so wet they were almost not there.
“Jun...you don’t have to…” Ceej said sheepishly.
“Of course I do…” Jun laid back down on him, but this time started to lick his chest. “Big strong man…I’m so glad you are here Ceej…” She kissed his collarbone and started to tickle his sides. She ground her pussy against his dick, feeling the erect cock through her panties and his boxers quite easily.
Ceej let out a stifled moan at the licking. She was soothing both this body and his ego. She is really good at this…wow…I’ve never felt so good in my life… Ceej began to hump into her unconsciously.
Jun smiled. “Can I take your boxers off?”
Ceej blushed deeply. “I…er…”
“It’s okay…” Jun pulled them down to his knees and beheld Ceej’s wand of power. “Wow…” Jun had never seen one quite like it.
Ceej could only blush.
Jun began to stroke it very gently, right on the bottom of the shaft. Ceej grit his teeth, trying to show some restraint. Jun’s other hand started to tickle his balls a little, as the stroking hand began to go firmer and faster, up and down his rod.
Ceej cried out, trying to say something but only went, “Puraaaxe…shop!”
“What?” Jun looked up at him.
“Oh nothing…” Ceej breathed in and out slowly. Another minute or so of this and he’d come. But, much to his dismay, she stopped. “Why did you stop?”
“Because…” Jun assumed the same position she had the day before, head down, butt up in the air. “I want you…” She said seductively.
“Jun…” Ceej could hardly believe it. He reached out and pulled her panties down and off her, beholding her bare ass and pussy.
Jun reached back and rubbed her self a little, inviting him to do so. “Play with me Ceej…c’mon…” She panted and shook her stuff to entice him further.
“I…” Ceej was on the verge of collapsing, but he knew what must be done. He put his hand on her treasure and hesitated for a moment, then rubbed it firmly. He was rewarded with a moan and another, “Please play with me…” He felt his cock start to hurt from the anticipation. She was right there, begging him to fuck her brains out, and she wanted it. All parts of his body agreed, but heart had one last protest.
“What about her virginity? Don’t you remember? It hurts most girls there first time!”
Ceej paused for a minute, forgetting about sex and everything. “Jun…I know it is going to hurt you…”
“What makes you think that?” Jun said patiently.
“I’ve heard that it hurts your first time…” Ceej said quietly.
“Ceej…” Jun turned beet red. “Thanks for being concerned…but…I don’t care…just do it or I’ll hold you down…” She said, almost with a threatening tone.
Ceej nodded. He took her hips and aligned himself with her, putting the head inside. “Ready?”
Jun didn’t wait; she thrust her hips back, impaling herself on him. She cried out in both extreme pain and pleasure, calling back to him, “Go Ceej!”
Ceej again hesitated. The pleasure was immense, her pussy gripping on his tightly, despite the pain he had inflicted. He then heard her pleas for him to go, so he started to fuck her as hard as he could. He ignored everything but Jun, feeling her twitch and convulse, but staying in place so he could get maximum pleasure out of her. He could barely hold himself; her hot velvet walls massaging and tightening on him, not letting him go with out leaving his come behind.
Jun was going through a similar experience; her body was shaking and quivering violently as she tried to hold in the intense pleasure. The most sensitive part of her body was being rubbed and rubbed and rubbed hard and faster, with a big, wet hot cock. She could only keep her hands gripped and her head up, crying his now out louder and louder, the storm outside drowning her cries to the outside. All she wanted was that Ceej would never stop, than this moment would never end. And it didn’t end for a few minutes.
She slowly let her body go out of her control and totally submitted to him; she was all his. Ceej pulled her closer so he could fuck harder and faster.
Slowly he felt his orgasm coming, it almost came out but he caught it at the last moment and forced it down the best he could. The pleasure was eating at away at his defenses; he wanted it to last forever, like Jun, but he knew it wouldn’t. He couldn’t stop though, not with Jun calling out his name like she was.
Jun looked back at him, sighing happily then shouting his name again. Ceej…this feels so wonderful…I had no idea…thank you Ceej…thank you!! Jun whimpered as Ceej tightened his grip on her legs; it pinched but it added to the sensation and made it that much better. The pleasure was almost mind numbing, and she hadn’t even come yet. She could feel it coming though; it was very close. It was agonizingly close. She needed something else though, one more iota of stimulation to get herself off.
Luckily Ceej would provide that.
Ceej kept fucking her, going as deep as he could go, pulling out as fast as he could, then going back in as hard as possible. The impact of it was shaking the bed, every time it hit Jun moaned his name. The additional stimulus came when Ceej did. He finally felt himself lose it, he pushed in deep and arched his back, filling her up with all his seed, Jun’s pussy getting all of the last bits of it out. As Ceej fell forward, his head landed right next to her neck, and he was breathing hard. The air from the exhale tickled Jun’s neck, and it sent her over as well.
She came surprisingly quietly. Her pussy clamped down tighter than Ceej thought possible and the rush of her nectar came out, all her muscles tightened, and a pleasure so intense that it would render a male unconscious hit her, rippling from the pussy out. She called his name one more time weakly and let herself go.
There was a long silence. Ceej was fighting off sleep. Jun was in what seemed to be eternal bliss.
Ceej finally spoke up. “Was number 19 the best?”
Jun nodded slowly. “Oh…yeah…”
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It’s 8 in the morning now. Luckily, Ceej’s parents hadn’t come home from work yet, so he and Jun could get some breakfast before they had to part ways for now.
“That was so wonderful Ceej…” She said quietly over her bowl of cereal. “Thank you again…”
“I’m not the only one who did great…” Ceej leaned over the table and kissed her. “How am I going to explain the stain on the bed?”
“Tell the truth…” Jun smiled at him.
“What?” Ceej almost shouted. “I couldn’t tell them that…”
Jun moved over to him at the table and kissed his cheek. “Want to do it again?”
Ceej was instantly excited. “Sure…I’ll do my best.”
Jun took his hand and led him to the bedroom. Ceej entered, and Jun followed, thinking, Ceej…you proved you loved me…just by staying with me… Jun let a single tear well up in her eye and went to him.
“Are you alright?” Ceej asked, concerned.
“Yeah…now take off your shirt.” Jun commanded with a mischievous smile. So all boys aren’t evil…I like this one. But, I can’t help but wonder…why didn’t it hurt?
This is the end of my 20th lemon, and the 3rd request I’ve taken since my career began.
I started writing one year to the day when I started, and, now, 3 weeks later, it is done. I hope you enjoy it CG!
This one was a lot of fun to write. But I find that most people’s requests are there fantasies. I seem to get asked for those a lot. But don’t get me wrong; I like to be requested. But I’ve been getting a lot recently, so you’ll have to get approved first, and even then, well, any of my fans know it takes me a long time to write.
I have a new email…I promise this is the last one for a long time!
Send all questions, comments, flames and requests to rakatheauthor@hotmail.com !